Dry eye....

dry eye is BACK~~~haunt me again.. T.T
perhaps overworked my eyes dy..now, cannot study much, cannot sit in front of my lappie much too ler..sad~
its not due to infection nor conjunctivitis~just...sensitive and dry..not contagious too....since the accident yrs yrs back,leaving sensitive eye and blurry vision..never did raise my concern bout my eye to my family members also.. they would probably say...'don't think so much la, don't play pc games too much or don't overwork it then shall be fine'.. hmm...doc did advise undergo surgery by twisting the membrane or else things.. but it's going to cost some $$ too..didnt get to involve in sports activities for long lu, especially those that have to do with balls~~ cuz im not able to position them.. what i can do?? just take good care of the eyes and don feel sad lu.. =)

staying and rest in the house, nothing much that i can do, nobody in the house with me also, lonely~~~everyone else busy with their own study as well.. sigh..
only my bb n old old de keyboard can accompany me ler..

tried to play canon, the one i learnt during spm..made a lot of mistakes neh, feel lk getting slow in response dy too, hahax!

anyhow, miss the piano in hostel...miss those days play n analyse together with VADs too...

by the way, guitar was left behind, din sayang her for long ler...muahaha~learnt one yr plus dy, skills stil so so..zzz~~

hope my eye can fai fai recover la...need them to continue study for exam...

FINALLY

hmm...finally get to know the fact that HE be with HER is not just rumours...it really does exist...dunno y....having mixed feelings~~curious,excited,happy,sad,hatress,n...relieved~~
anyhow,she is a gal im quite familiar with,stil do, feel happy for them.. for at least i know she will bring happiness for ppl around and no doubt for him...
so, wish all the best for them~ chang chang jiu jiu~~~

previously still keep doubt bout my ownself whether i can let go or not. still feel guilty for not doing good enough.. But, he proofs that life still goes on. we all hv to do so.. just let go~ though, my heart dies there for hopes. anyhow, thanks for setting my heart FreE....

But, never do think all the guys are the same. there will still be nice one, who is meant for me... he found hers, but im not going to make myself have one just for the sick of having one.
They say, when you wan LOVE, just open the door, get the key of ur heart and u'l find them. True for me. that's y, never do wan one for now too. True love need not to be in a rush. Its not that i never tried falling in love or being loved by someone before. And, it's not that i don't have what it takes as well. Had it once is enough lu, for now, wanna focus in what i need to do. For better future, to love my family n my friends~~and enjoy being loved by them as well...need to pamper myself more ler...protect my heart from getting more scars too~

for all my friends out there, im fine..need not to worry =)

for guys out there too, shuang is single but she's practically not available~~keke! if u wanna be my friend, be a true n good one... not for the purpose to tackle a gal or to do some kind of 'investment' on somebody, ok??

that's all for now~~~

Study mode...

when it comes to study, shuang will keep finding excuses and else things to do to avoid stress up myself n others....this time round, no joke..not diploma year anymore..haih~~~sigh~~~~

i like it! im loving it~~

kinda like tis..reminds me of the drama ET~~

BOOM!~~


k,done doing something silly....
time to get back to study~~

Memories

had been wasting my time for the whole day,refuse to do any revision for the test even the day is going to come,very soon...missed my friends a lot..not to say primary skol,secondary, n no doubt VADs...even, the one, the year for whole diploma programme. sigh~time flies...

made a simple movie, hope it reminds you guys of the days we were together~

Having to see everyone change within this two years, from some actions that done immaturely, had some fight together, but, we will still pursue further to learn from each other, and to treasure every moment left. Dunno why, quite afraid another two yrs will past just as fast as it used to be. After that, nobody else is able to guide u like those lecturers do, the world might seem to be a hostile place for those who cant able to fit in the society. Don't be afriad though! our friendship do last~~
shuang here to say sorry for those mistakes that she had done in the past
and,
to say thanks to all my friend~

love you guys
truly~~
muakzz!!

做一个最好的你

如果你不能成为山顶上的高松，
那就当棵山谷里的小树吧！
但，当棵溪边最好的小树。

如果你不能成为一棵大树，
那就当丛小灌木；
如果你不能成为一丛小灌木，
那就当一片小草地。


如果你不能成为一只香樟，
那就当尾小鲈鱼。
但，要当湖里最活泼的小鲈鱼。

我们不能全是船长，
必须有人来当水手。

这里多许事让我们去做，
有大事，有小事，
但最重要的是我们身边的事。

如果你不能成为大道，
那就当一条小路；
如果你不能成为太阳，
就当一颗星星。

决定成败的不是你尺寸的大小，

而在做一个最好的你！