Ho Chiak!!

went for lots of delicious food lately!~
fri night itself...went Murni in PJ, which is highly recommended by ppl over ther..
fuiyo~~ really really really nice!
Love Roti Hawaii~~ n their drinks! very special kind of dishes that u can't get it from other place..

that's nasi lemak ayam goreng...may sounds nothing special..but the chili and ayam taste diff from others~ =)
BUT.....FATS!!!!~

Next stop...warehouse sales in the morning!~
woke up early in the morning for this warehouse sales in Grand Millennium Hotel~
those crazy shoppers r CRAZY~~

the crowd in front of the ballroom....

queue til out of the hotel~ >.<

went Pavilion shopping afterwards~

okay...that's weird for us to do that~~ but,how many odd things we can do some more in the future?? =P

Lunch---> Dragon i~ with good services..

the appetizer~


tried xiu long bau there~not bad as well =)

continue shop shop shop!~
then night...switch to the stop i've been waiting for---> Bubba Gump!!~
which carries concept from a movie, Forrest Gump~
Band's member would know this..cuz we played the songs b4 =)

yea, let's go!



no pic for the food~afraid that u all might salivate~~ hahahax..no lar..it's all with ke xin~ perhaps will see the rest of the pic soon..kekeke!

skipped the swimming lesson on that day itself...sigh~
n yea, as u can see..i gained weight!! lots of MUSCLE WEIGHT!!! T.T
been practicing to swim a lot lately in just 2 weeks time... sobs...
some more ate that much..

swimming class is fine..coach is fine.. the trainer he hired is fine as well..
the first day went for registration,sue asked him to teach me well so that i can grab the whole idea n b able to swim after 2 weeks..
the coach was lk extremely strict.. telling me if im aware that cabin crew is what i wanna do, i should learn it a lot earlier n not now... bla bla bla >.<
made lots of mistakes in the progress T.T
n last fri he was lk..good Vivienne, that's it..kick harder Vivienne...kekeke!
i shouldnt be too overconfident that im a fast learner yea...
cuz if i din...i wont gain that much of muscle weight n wouldnt need to train myself that hard...!
but it's great..starting to learn butterfly style now...though free style still very cacat..!

that's all for the day~~

Good days ahead!

Dear dairy,
I coulndn't hv been more wrong.
I thought that I could smile, and nod my way through it..
pretend like it would all be okay~

I had a plan,
I wanted to change who I was;
create a life as someone new,
Someone without the past,
without pain;
Someone alive~

But it's not that easy.
The bad things stay with you.
They follow you
You can't escape them,
as much as you want to.

All you can do is be ready for the good
So when it comes, you invited it in,
because you need it
I need it!~


--The Vampire Diaries

END~

lots of things happened lately...
met lots of different types of ppl as well....
been started to be rude with ppl that i dont lk either....
hv i changed?? hv i got tired???
but then again, learnt a lot, n some really gave me good advises.. some taught me how cruel a person could be, so that im more well prepared to face such a person if i get to meet them in future....

anyways~ ther goes the end of my working life!~
the rest of the days would be plainly spending n resting =)


REXONA, 5/2-13/2

(no pic from MIFF)
2/3-6/3


AVIRA, 22/3-28/3

DIGI, 12/4-20/4

Eucerin, 21/4-24/4

March itself was very relaxing as the work r with high pay yet short working time...
but, April was CRAZY!!! 10 to 10.. working place's far.. need to settle with house moving n ran bac to pg, etc...
ahem...im the one who squeeze everything in a time actually~ cant lament too much =)
speaking of that, it finally ENDS~!!! the three months itself should be a long chap in my life~~
anyhow..there were plenty of events follows up actually, lk beauty fair, Home Dec, more on digi iphone promo, etc~ for those who still looking for jobs...gamabate ba!!


too much of things that i had to deal with lately, but everything somehow go wrong in the right way i guess..
just, the worst part, a fren of mine was not happy n he thought im irresponsible~ but, fine... don think i need to explain or what-so-ever.. if he und me, n care bout the friendship, he would hv work on it... helped them settle the things they left bhind... just wish that despicable kinda owner would leave us alone!
but somehow, it really does break my heart...cuz i've been trying my best to do whatever i can..it's never fair to me as we were in the same condition n nobody tried to do anything n then in the end put me blame on me..sigh!~

went for Kelly Clarkson's concert.. she sing n dance with barefoot...
it was more or less lk a sharing of her thoughts n music~
b4 she sang the song Bcause of u, she said 'it was a song i wrote when i was a lil kid, never thought it would reach msia anyway, hope u guys enjoy~'
plus her vocal n everything, it was a bit touchy....

having this 2 weeks time for me to settle the rest of the things...
jia you!!!

sim tia...........

yea..sim tia..T.T lost hundred bucks today, for no reason...so careless! =(
finished my 10 days work for DIGI in pavilion on mon...
went back penang today early in the morning..
n went back kl in the evening after settle with all the med report n posting them to spore..
spent a lot for the day..yet, leave some penny for nobody...sad larr...

going for another job tmr in midvalley..

what's wrong with me ha..
things just went on and on..and i just let it be~ follow the flows.. not being able to make any judgments nor be in the conscious state to safe guard of my belongings...
darn!~

call me superwomen for working 10 days from 10 to 10..
call me superwoman to go and back from kl to pg at the same day..
and call me superwomen to continue working afterwards....
call me superwoman again as i need to move out by 25th when i need to work from 10 to 10 again..
and YET found any rooms for myself......................

overall..
blUR~~~~~~~~~

been following this fb's daily horoscope~found them quite interesting..

17/4,
when i got the mail from spore...felt lk giving up..told ppl no one und me well...been striving for nothing..almost lack of energy to fight for myself anymore~
here goes..

Today, and to some degree the entire Mercury retrograde period, is about the willingness to try and try again, Libra. It seems that, scientist or not, your life right now is about trial and error learning. This could have something to do with programming code you cannot... find the correct reference for, or trying to get someone to understand you. Whatever it is that you're trying to accomplish is likely to be something you've attempted before and are attempting again with a fresh approach. Success may come in a way you don't expect.

18/4,
when i receive a cal from yk asking me to work on 21-25..and had to work til 20th as i promised with DIGI..ended up, couldnt make it for med check up..

This next few weeks could be a time of transition for you, Libra, and today seems to be the beginning stage, where you reassess and inventory in order to organize what you need to move on to the next step. You've apparently gone far enough with the well known aspects of... progress, and are ready to face the unknown now. This does take courage, but you must also realize that in order to regenerate the enthusiasm and physical energy you've lost over time, you need to "do your own thing"; not someone else's.

19/4,

Try your best not to get caught up in being judgmental today, Libra. The situation today will not fare well being held within rigid boundaries. Having a fixed idea of their being a right and wrong way of doing things will only blind you to the best way to accomplish you...r goals. You might be in a serious or critical mood, but rather than seeing everything in terms of good and bad, think more along the lines of "I don't like it" or "I like it" and let them be opinions, not laws.

--->ended up,i din went for the interview nor training,yet, they still willing to hire me..so i din lost the job~ sun's off was canceled and i only need to work til 19th~so that i can settle whatever tat i needed to do on tues~ met anson, n he might be able to provide me a room to stay afterwards as i need to move out by 25th...

20/4,
when i finally in pg..rush here n ther so that everything could get done..

Today you could decide to take a “wait and see” approach to a decision you need to make, Libra. It's time for a change and you know it, you've even talked about it according to the planets. Since an opportunity period is running all day long, this would be the perfect time to stop talking and do it. By paying close attention to what's going on around you, you may find a clue or signal that lets you know when to go into action. Timing is all important today; don't delay any decisions.

hopefully my decisions were not wrong~~

went for Dr Oh today again..brought mum along..
i was asking him to just be honest in the report as i don wanna b kicked out if i made it yet failed in spore's check up..
obviously seen he's trying his best..he stil told me things could be twisted..no worries~ sigh...im clearly worrying.......!
when he talked to mum, 'we'l see what we can do, to let her dream comes true', 'u hv a very wonderful child,she's nice...' and he has been repeating tat ther's surgery available called PKR, one type of laser but not LASIK..
i just....speechless..din talked much with him today, as im stil so darn BLUR..
but i think he seems to b very happy to meet me again..
could do nothing for him right now..but clearly feel very thankful~

had a debate with mum as well in the car today~we were lk splitting out what-so-ever~since i had a cold war with her previously..
everythin bac to normal now~happy to see her again~
n she msg me "eh,tk care"
was lk so happy.. =)

Chew Shi Fung 17th April:
I guess he's really tired today. He didn't even wake up when the nurses shifted him to change the bandages and all. Had slight fever on and off but still ok. His eyes looks lot better when I see the nurse opens his eyes. Lets don't lose hope or worry. Give him the strength by showing our spirit!

Chew Shi Fung 19th April:
His condition is stable with no fever. He grabed a bit tighter when I asked whether he heard me. Only once. The rest was just a peaceful storytelling. He's a bit nervous I guess, when we talked to him that he can't respond, which made his heartbeat rise. Well, let us not be dispirited by time ^^

Chew Shi Fung 20th April:
He follows ur instruction 2 open n close his eyes twice though he couldn't quite control his limbs. Sleepy but we can c his eyes focused, looking at the photos shown. Dr. said he's improving ^^v

im nothin compared to him right...
shi long...jia you!!!!!

~END~

Digi day 7

woohoo~~day 7 dy..fast isnt it??3 more days left!!!
at the very first place, working for this event is never been ideal to me. At first i thought of not getting any jobs and focus on the things i shall do for the moment. Ended up, i promised to get involve as i've wasted some of the money on the application thingy. Plus, they were saying this external fees for the paper's going to be around 3k...sigh~

get a lot of the complaints itself by working for the first two days. It was completely chaos.. lots of customers, nobody to guide me, etc..
no joke man..customers in pavilion was lk having the worst attitude i've ever seen. Waited for 5 min, they ad start complaining. Mentioned one particular mistake, they were lk wanna find and talk to the person in charge.. T.T
And i did 2 serious mistakes... one is to ask customer to terminate their line >.< (by doing so, they cant keep the number they wan)
second, is to ask one local to pay for deposits as i thought they were foreigners... sigh~~so sad..
long working hours, low pay, lousy customers, no commission... but, what to do~

anyhow, i stil enjoyed the process as the workers there are nice, part timers there were fun too!
the center employed a security from Nepal (Bhesh), quiet but deep down inside he would lk to play wit us too.. seriously feel lk laughing when think about him..he's cute man...very funny~
n this kakak to clean the place...lk to joke around too~
Met MayC, a model girl and all the youngsters... they were really young man..felt lk i really aged so much d...sobs!!

and yea, finally get the reply from them.. but still need to do further check up...again, gotta reject bac the job i got previously.. can't go interview for Home Dec n beauty fair d too..
frustrate in some way.. it's lk i make ppl blacklist me only.. plan n organized things so well d, then hv to dismantle all by myself...
but the good thing is, i alwez get surprise..and would b able to fix them =)

As u guys know, Shi Long has been admitted to the hospital for weeks since 1st of April wher he met an accident in the journey back from KL to PG..
read this post from my fren on his current condition :

Chew Shi Fung 四月十五日
"他今天进步很多了^^ 除了给他听音乐，叫他时也会给反应，精神也不错。下午一点至两点，当我叫他‘如果听见的话，眨眼’， 重复后他慢慢的闭上眼睛然后张开 =）也动脚趾告诉我他听见。下午五点至七点，他睡得很舒服，只是还有少许痰。Lung and eye infection 都有好转，现在不用机器，自己呼吸了。请大家支持他继续加油，不用太着急。感谢前来探望还有留言的亲戚朋友！"

Chew Shi Fung 16th March:
He slept through the usual 1 to 2pm. Semi-concious but the responce he gave is much faster and immediate than yesterday. Good news is, he doesn't have fever anymore. ^^ He blinks fast, smiles, or somewhat raised his lips when my aunt asked whether he heard the message I read from Yen Yen =D Cheers and believe in his strong will!

Shi Long was a role model in Jit Sin..a role model for all of us actually...
almost hv my tears drop.. how dramatic is that right? and how fragile life we hv...guys, plz do appreciate ur friends and family members that u care for~
hope he wil b fine..and wake up asap!!!

stay strong!!!

currently just get to know the MTV of Bad Romance from Lady Gaga actually carries some meaning...felt lk she's so tough and brave..one word for her from me 'YENG'!!


tats all for the day...3 more days shuang..gambate!!