Speak FAITH

Yo!! been wanting to blog lately, dunno how to put the bits of thoughts into words... after a very good night sleep, here i am sat in front of the pc, trying to put it tgt~

So, went to Austria, Salzburg, Mozart's birthplace..

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
someone i've heard a lot, but never really expect much.. i thought it's sth like they always say, talented ppl, where to which we always see in the tv show n stuff...

but, for someone to start the music path at the age of 3, start composing at the age of 8.. manage to compose a full concerto at the age of 12... full concerto.. is like music is his words, he can express them by picturing, hearing, the violin, the flute, trumpet, drums......n, im impressed for the fact that he's a traveller.. despite his financial status..

watched his story thru Amadeus, where ther're two main characters, one of which, Salieri..
to be honest, i didnt get motivated, like at all.... in fact, i feel devastated.. especially the scene when Salieri wrote a song for Mozart when he march in to meet the emperor.. Mozart walked in while the emperor played the composed song... later part, he claimed that he had the song in his mind..n when he was asked to play that song, he did it with no mistakes, n manage to add lots more colour to the song~
now, i do realize talent is really beyond words... it's like u know exactly which key (major,minor) to b used, which chord would gv the feelings u wan to express, which musical direction to b used, wat kind of colours u can add in it....
it's not just studying them, it's really about applying them,dont they?

probably u would und me better by this video


it kinda hit me lately tat now only i know what music is all about, n that gives me like a very heavy weight in my heart...
anyway, trying to get rid of a lil bit pressure out of myself lately...i know very well for the fact when u r stress, u cant produce anything great! so,yea, just trying my best not to think too much~

ytd, one lady,claim herself as 83 yrs old,but she looks great, really.. out of no where when i was talking to her, she grab my hand made a fortune telling on my life...
i...really dont need that..
but sometimes, i would like to blif tat that's kind of a msg sent from God, where the lady was sent to speak faith in me..
n i appreciate them very much~!
i would never forget how in my life, someone speak faith in me n asked me to try things tat i never would..
would never forget the doc whom place a interest in my life n decided to help me thru..he told me, if tats wat u wanna be, i would love to help u~dont ever need to b worry..
n that, leads me to who i am today..
sometimes i dont get how kind-hearted ppl could do that all the time~
i wish someday, i could speak faith to someone too~ =)

sth from the book, the phrase 'Every setback is a setup for a comeback.'
i believe =))

dont really know whether or not u would get this post..hahahaha! just sth in my mind i feel lk i hv to burst them out..dont bother~blah~~

just, please, keep in faith~

Thank you ZRH~

just wanna say,thank you ZRH, thank you ppl for the company =)
thank you, passionate ppl for reminder~~

a constantly changing off days to working days in June kinda make me lose my way..
freaking  tired like look into mirror now n dont feel lk im looking at myself ><
a promise to myself, whenever i start hybernating for most stations, im gonna leave..n,kinda fall into that lately, but.. guess this trip save me,haha! ok,zipped~~

anyway, out of so many very nice pics taken, i just wanna share this.........

i dunno how about u..but to me, when u r on the way, with lots of ppl around u....it gets so contagious like whatever ppl r doing, u will b doing..whatever ppl want, u feel lk having an urge to need that too~
u may get very uptight n stress up for the savings in ur acc each days,
the sales u may get each days,
the retirement age,
the house, the car....... @@
take a look at this ppl~~ what they r doing when u r doing all that?
they r exploring, getting to know the world better...the life better~
of course it may sound lame to some ppl...... dunno, the choice is urs~

got pretty disheartned by the society lately for demanding n ridiculous requests,
for setting a wall to protect themselves, stay in a distance not trusting each other..
for not having respect just bcuz u hv a status or u r in the position where u 'think' u can act n say whatever u wan~

today ther's one kids, one baby keep yelling n crying..guess most of the ppl around didnt hv rest that they wanted.....
but,ther's not a single complaint~
makes me wonder,if this happen in certain society group, i may have to deal with lots of unhappy faces asking me to keep their mouth shut...
that, kind of like a wake up call to me knowing, although a lot of ppl hv been acting n behaving in a way that brings u down..but still, there r lots of them out there whom r nice, forgiving, understanding~

so yea,please girl, dont gv up on the world, dont lose ur smile, dont get tired....
for, the ppl who would willing to smile with u in the future =)
i thank you, for ppl who wiling to smile with me at the present moment~ love you guys!!
n,u know who u all r =))



Enjoy~

Paris,we meet again~ =)

soOO, it's a Paris trip after coming back from Narita,LA....
already planned to hang out alone, around the museums, clear out the mind, enjoy myself......

 did some surveys, came out with one piece of paper with some infos,

head out, not really knowing the way,

dunno how to speak their language~

of course, i do afraid to do so..Parisan may be ranked as top few tat is pretty rude,especially if u're a foreigners,

plus, pick pocket can be their sort of career,they r very good in it~

anyway...

 it's their National day~ happy bday Paris! =)

(got approached by a french guy along the walk...phew~luckily he didnt follow me all the way..)

 the handwritings in the 18th century~ cool ha!

 the lock n keys they used for prisons last time~

 The hall of men-at-arms

 the rose window

of course, the sainte-chapelle =)

and ern, went to the les tiuleries garden, n sat down in front of the pond.........pure relaxing, n i felt in love with Paris~

probably, truth is, Im not in love with korea, not paris,not nothing......i just love to explore and travel like this~

if u ever notice, i stop complaining lately, i dont feel im lost lately either...i do think, i am really doing what i love to do... minus a certain cons, im perfectly great!

but then again, i know this thing cant last long....ther should be a plan B... till then, let me just indulge in this innocently perfect moment please...

i dont wanna stop, just yet!  =))))

finally went to take a look at monet's water lilies drawings.....

went downstairs where they r having an exhibition..

was fairly disturb by one artist with couple of drawings where the image r all distorted..then, had some weird dreams over the night..

hax!!

but, i like this feelings!!!~
and, spotted one old couple in the hall at that moment...the lady trying to show and explain what she sees in a drawing that attracted her....
i got pretty jealous~ i think, to get someone u like and like u back, is tough.....
to get someone who share what u love doing, and love to do the things u love, is pretty tough..
to get someone who do so and can be with you till u get old....is even tougher~
to have that someone to do so and be with you and still doing what he used to do,still love sharing what u guys love to share with each other, is......not sth tat can be easily come by...so yea,they caught my attention, and im envious ~

of course,in a good way =)

bunch of doctors and vips were with us today..heading to jakarta..guessing they hv sth big going on there..
worked with this....ahem, who liked to accused everyone else for doing wrong, but not himself..
i fought back.. finally i learnt to speak out for myself....though in the end, he still constantly saying how i did wrong, i did my part..n i blif, ppl around me, r not blind~
he made a girl cried......as much as i hope i can help, i couldnt get involve...
hope, truth speaks out in the end..

and,i got this again today, were i was sweating running here n ther, getting things done..another girl whom was suppose to play as a team, held a paper, going around, gracefully...
i didnt say a thing...

gonna stick back to the conclusion i hv the other day,
if u dont hv the courage to speak for urself, u cant blame others for taking u for granted..
so yea,im taking it..
when its over the line, i would mayb, someday, try to tell someone off.......
but i think, i feel better this way~ not sayin a thing, work is work! (hopefully)

till then, ciao~ =)

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haloha~~ same old opening,but seriously, been some time since i last blog,din notice the blogger has some updates, now i dunno how to view other's blog d >< wher has the dashboard thing gone??!! @@

anyway,
guess what?! it's 13th of May already...few more days then im officially here in Singapore for 2 years! it feels lk as if ages im here aint it? but somehow i do feel a lot of things juz happened ytd..
lots of ppl r leaving.. in n out, we do change somehow~

got emo quite some while, got lost quite some while, spurge a lot for awhile...........n,ytd, went back to office to review on my record n so.......
for now, suddenly feel like, i kinda need to be n act like an adult dont i?
cant be like last time, keep thinking of escaping from whatever im doing, just because i dont like it..
starts to know what i really like, starts to learn n still learning, how to enjoy things tat i do enjoy~
of course,im sure everyone out there do the same as well.. quite glad that ppl i know, ppl i care of, r doing pretty well =)

dunno why, for now, the only thing im sure of is that, MUSIC!~ teehee!
probably im really those kind of ppl where i just wanna hide in a place where ther's no competition, no acting, lying n stuff in the society......only, plainly, enjoying urself inside the world of music ha!~ =)

soO...jeng jeng*
got my piano in the yr of 2011, Feb, sth im quite happy of~

finish my G3 in Sept, (Merit)

 

Done my theory of G5 in Oct (Distinction)

 &&&& finish G5 prac this yr in Feb...(Distinction)

of course,a lot of times, i would think, who am i,to start at this age, n what i have to compete with those that start from young right? 

but, simple advice from Shuang here, it's always better late than never!!~

it will never be too late....n,rmb to do things for urself! not for how ppl would see u n judge u~ cuz, in the end of the day, u r the one who would judge n gv urself the score of ur OWN life =P

so, it took me exactly one year's time, to get a G5, with distiction...kekeke! sth im quite proud of >.=

n erm......spent 2 yrs, loiterring around, from place to place around the world.......

sometimes, i don't really know, what will be the next?!

BUT, for now wat i know is, im taking time off .. no more exams!~

though, it wasnt decide by me...really wanted another exam,but not encouraged by my teacher, soO~~~

for now, what i need to do is juz be Patient! hope our souls could find peace =)

find myself super lazy lately..everything kinda juz slowed down...zzZZZ~

is that what they call, settle down? ><

settle down lone-some is not that awesome aint it? hax!

if u're wondering y.......ern, probably im waiting for someone like 'you'

who's the 'you'?!

my dad =)

cause, his love is unconditional~ for a very long time, i think my mum's the luckiest lady ever to have the chance to be married to a man like my daddy~ 

if u can hear me dad, i do miss u, a lot! n,yea...i'll be here patiently waiting for someone like u to appear in my life... (still) =PPPP

a lot of times, we face difficulties, n we feel like that's the worst that it can go....but~ please do remember, u can still wake up each days, hv ur feet stand still on ground, freshen up,start a brand new day..

u can still open up ur eyes, to watch how pretty the world is, each days!

almost had my tears down the other day on the way back in the bus ride, knowing one of the person i worked with, had someone close to him that, passed away..it could be unbearable....n that always has been my fear...

sometimes, it's not that we don wanna stay near to ppl we love..but life leave us no choice...

all i can pray for is... ppl i do love, to know how to tk care of themselves, n to know i really do hope, i could always be with them..

Hope my post finds all of u well here!~

Peace VV  wink*

What does ur fav color defines u~

recently found out im kinda attracted to everything with RED..red is bad as usual..so, thought of finding out wats the meaning bhind~

Red Meaning

Red is the colour of passion, enthusiasm and vibrant energy. The meaning of red is that of action, motivation and excitement.

Red Colour Personality

The red colour meaning linked to personality explains the character traits most associated with people who have red as a favourite colour.

So if you have a red colour personality you have fiery, passionate nature and a lust for life.

If you have red as a favourite colour you are brave, courageous and very daring. Your energy and enthusiasm for life is contagious and many people see you as a motivational and inspirational character.

You are competitive, assertive and sometimes aggressive in your career. You like to win and cannot deal with defeat.

You love parties and social situations where you can be the centre of attention. You are the life and soul of any party and have many admirers around you. Your confidence and self esteem are high and you are not afraid of tackling any challenge. In fact you thrive on challenges.

On the downside of a red colour personality you can be too over the top and seldom take time to really relax.

With red as a favourite colour you can be too impulsive and often take action before really thinking things through.

If red is your favourite colour it is time for putting your full and vibrant energy into things you want to accomplish. You will feel determined and fully motivated and will let nothing and no one get in your way. Be motivated to use all your passion and energy to succeed.

It is also a great time to being open to ideas for adventure and new exciting experiences.

Having a personality color red identifies you as extroverted and optimistic, courageous and confident.

You are action oriented and physically active - sex is a necessity to you - you have strong survival instincts.

With a favorite color red, you like to be the center of attention - in fact all reds crave attention - other people are drawn to the vitality and sense of excitement you emit.

You are stimulating to be with and you radiate a great deal of energy.

As a lover of the personality color red, you are ambitious and competitive and like to be the winner - you are achievement orientated and second place is not good enough for you. With you it is all or nothing.

You usually gain the respect of others quite easily with your practical and grounded attitude and ability to set boundaries.

Lovers of red are the explorers and pioneers of the world, the entrepreneurs and builders who like to be first in discovering new physical realms.

If you favor the personality color red you have a passion and enthusiasm for life and are not afraid to pursue your dreams and goals.

You are impulsive - you should count to 10 before reacting to situations as it is in these situations that your anger and aggression often appears.

You are always in a hurry, wanting to do everything right now. Patience is not one of your strong points.

You do not procrastinate - you never put off until tomorrow what you can do today.

You are a hard worker and you enjoy physical labor and working with your hands.

Red people can be aggressive and easy to anger, often exhibiting a violent temper - this is negative passion and energy. You flare up instantaneously but calm down quite quickly once you get it out of your system and then forget it ever happened - you do not hold a grudge.

Lovers of red are probably not particularly spiritual or religious - however if you do participate in religious activities it is the physical customs and rituals that you are drawn to, the singing, Communion and other rituals, organizing the church fete and other fundraising activities, the physical part of being there. Red people like to take care of the nuts and bolts, the nitty-gritty, the practical aspects and physical preparation of organizing an event.

You have a strong need for power and control which is connected to your basic survival instincts.

You can be somewhat of a know-it-all, not wanting to appear unintelligent or ignorant.

You are a good worker, although not necessarily a good boss - your aggressive nature doesn't serve you well in management positions. Because you are action orientated you are good at meeting deadlines and getting the job done at the right time.

You can be quite determined when you want something, but tend to have a short attention span, moving on to the next best thing when you quickly get bored with the previous one - you want it all and you want it now!

You may have an over active ego and appear over confident with a super inflated sense of your own worth.

Your deepest need is for physical achievement, fulfillment and satisfaction and to experience life through the five senses.

Some of the points r kind of accurate, hax! fun~~ what am i trying to do actually? to understand ME better i guess.. growing up is a process n somehow someday,u will reach a point where u will ask, who i really am,what hv i been doing n,what do i really want~~ tats when, psychology applies =)

wanted to post a quite emo post today actually, but nah~ forget bout it..

just wanna say, i know, im blessed =))) a lot of ppl passing by my life n gv me pretty good advice lately, it feels weird but im certainly very thankful! 5am already.. guess it will b another insomnia night... sweet dreams guys!