Avril...my idol~
woth her husband...somehow dunno wat's his name...
she's been an idol of mine since years ago...
y i like her so much?god knows....mayb the songs she sings,i mean every of the songs she sings juz touches my heart at the right timing...
i was left alone in the house very often...n her songs had been alwez be wit me whenever im 'empty'
after seeing some of her videos,clips,that she describe her life,her opinions on many things..i juz got admire with her daring attitude...
she did criticize britney for her silly to drink and sad over a man that don appreciate her...
anyhow,think now she's facing problems with her own husband..
avril,u ain't tough too aren't u...hope all the best for u...
n u will alwez stil b an idol of mine...

TtTtiredness~~~

wake in up to see it everythin is ok??
yaya..it's apparently too ok,until,it makes life damn bored~
have u ever open up ur eyes in the morning to found out life is very tiring?
tired to go for all those routine that u might not like..tired to face every challenge that is not the thing that u're good in,tired to see ppl around that not very serious in the things the doing..or even tired to move the cells of ur brain to answer question of ur fren tat u think it is not a neccesary question,juz wanna keep everythin inactive....or some might juz hide in the room...skip every 'trouble' tat they don wanna face...hibernating~~~~~
yes..it's very exciting to try learning sumthing,or to try up sumthing that u don usually do...n it wil b even fascinating when all the hard work has been paid off...
that's wat ppl lk to say in life...'step up!' , 'wake up!' , passion dude!!!
at some period of time...izit ppl around me juz don und me or im juz try to get rid of everything around me...
is life really that challenging???damn,i like challenge a lot...cuz,come on,everyday go to college,learning something u might hv already know,or something that takes u few months to study and ended up,u forgetting page of that...

anyhow...that's the thing that builds u up...so,no choice~~~~~~

tiredness...when will it end?
when i got enough money?when i grad?or when i got married??
no right?
probably mayb....when i die....

sigh...so sick of everything....