Watched Grey's...
laz epi, saying, "There's a reason i said i would b happy alone... It wasnt cuz i thought i would b happy alone
it was bcuz i thought if i love someone n it fall apart,i might not make it.. It's easier to be alone....
Cuz,wat if u like it n lean on it,
wat if u shape ur life around it,n then.....
It falls apart?
Can u even survive that kind of pain?
was a very sad ending for tat season..as always~shed some tears,sigh!
damn, im so emo...
Not quite sure whether or not its love..cuz after all,no one likes to commit at this age,n wheen things r too good to b true,i tend to juz runaway... It started with me meeting this girl, who works very hard for her life..
n i felt so sad for myself ><
think i've not been sleeping well lately, every 4 hours o sleep i wake up..
n it all depends whether or not i would lk to continue sleeping...most often than not,i didnt..
remember one n a half yr back, when i went for the job interview,
ther's this girl who mentioned this job would gives u a life-changing experience, it's an eye opener,etc..
to which i thought at that moment, REALLY?? too much!!
but looking back, yea, she somehow got it a lil bit right..
i've changed, ppl changed..
it sometimes too hard to see n too sad to accept~
n i kinda don wan myself to change tat way =(
when she asked me,so, wat u plan for future..?
i was like...frankly, i dunno.....
n she responded n say,tats good, it provides u more flexibility tat may comes the coming yrs..
hmm...wat does tat even mean??! i don even know where to start now, sigh~~
aih,can someone stop me from feeling guilty to hv sufficient rest each days??
