Sunday, August 9, 2009

Freedom

~sigh~~ very emo tis two days...tues test dy,never really study....
after half yr break, finally thought i get back the freedom and be a happy gal, but apparently im not..having a sincere heart, to treat ppl around me well, to love n treasure them as much as i could, is what im trying to do... making ppl cry is not wat i wanted to, but to stop and create further pain for others, i will have to do so...very very very sorry to u..tats not wat i really wanted to do also.. big thanks to TP n JH, without u guys, i wont know how to face it...
having heard ppl say how i acted and treated others was wrong...yea, im bad.....so
BAD and so WRONG that i really need to change. Dunno how and what i should do next. Kinda frustrate with what's happening.... Should i really change? be a more queit shuang, talk less, protect others but deep down inside tats not the real me?? If u hv read my previous post, there's one time where i decided to be somebody for every of my fren, don wanna b someone that hv no personality and wanna be a better person for them. Worked hard and what i've bcum so far, ppl say "u're heading to the wrong direction"....i dont get it. y others could talk to whoever n whatever that they wan but i cant? n i din intended to do anything wrong also... juz wanna wish everyone around me to be happy. Is that something really wrong with me?
very sad, and afraid~

hope for the best.......

7 comments:

[K]sKy said...

erm trust me just be yourself, do what you want to.....don't force yourself do something or try to change yourself....
remember that YOU is Shuang and not other....act like a Libra ^^ take it easy
"let nature take its course;in accordance with its natural tendency"

anyway just do your best ^^
take care...

~Shuang~ said...

can i...? many suggestion..shuang blur blur ler...

[K]sKy said...

sure u can....just be yourself....no need blur 1...
no need change yourself for other try do something you really like...
if other like to fren with you then they need to accept what's your natural...right? and there's no Perfect...
anyway just my opinion ^^
always here to support you ^^
do your best

Joey McIntyre said...

Joey McIntyre - Stay The Same

Joey want you to stay the same ^^~

~open up your heart and let it show you the way~

Joey said...

its a song by Joey McIntyre,btw~

X fren said...

if anything sad around u...just forget it....happy is the most..you need to support your own opinion..." Out of difficulties makes miracle"..Hope u can continue your life happily and relax...every people sure have to face their problem...just the time whether take it short or long to solve the problem..suggest u solve problem in short time...long pain rather short pain rite? forgive everything and go forward...in front still got a lot of problems..They are waiting u to solve it....Keep in touch... :-)

~Shuang~ said...

hmm..dunno who r u guys but thanks....guess life stil goes on, just keep myself happy then~