~DISAPPOINTED~

haha, long time never have this kind of feelings dy...
sad because din do well in exam..
shuang finally back, found the excitement and the real purpose to study~
that's why im emo right now..because i do care~~
lost my direction b4, dont feel lk wanna put much effort in studies too, cuz its all juz memorizing...when u found the right method to squeeze everything inside, u're able to score..seen a lot ppl study that way..n that's how i got demotivated..

first paper moral, used one day to study everything.the next morning sitting in the examination room, just felt like wan the 2 hours to paz as soon as possible..my heart ain't there..ended up, i ans not according to what is require..something really funny..when everyone felt the paper is easy, that's where i will score badly..

anyway, this time round is different... really testing ur analyzing skills and understandings..
although i know i din do well, although i know i knew the thing but i did it wrongly...but it just feel so right =) big thanks to tingy, chai rou, mango n mika for bringing me back...
sometimes exam is not about to score how many As, well cannot deny, it is actually.. it's not about helping students to be able to just pass..it's about how much u able to absorb and learn..but of course i know everyone's aims are different, lecturers are trying to be a good person to everyone as well..
but this is what meant by exam to me...probably i used to score badly in jit sin dy..hahax~so kinda find back the feeling...dont be afraid to lose dude, what matters is the process..
i've met ppl who just so used to be the top of the top, they cant accept themselves to fall or fail~i met some as well which are happy go lucky, they don't mind bout everything, but just live their life happily..
both are find for me actually..u never know who is going to be the success one in the end of the day..most important is, U knOw whAt u'rE dOinG~~~

i can feel everyone is struggling and trying their very best too...
To all CBs....never give up yea! don't worry, be happy~

eye stil havent fully recover..got worsen too..

sigh..GoOD LuCK everyone~~~

~smile~