The time has come...........

TIME??for?

pack and rearrange my clothes lur~~

mEsS!!!

LOL~dunno y so much of formal wear in black too..

gai gai clothes..stripes ==' they juz caught my eyes~~

~jeans + pants + skirts~hah!am i done.......? argh~need to squeeze inside the wardrobe...dUH~

haha,stupid duck duck! cute bb~
helped them bathe jor lu...smells nice~

wan some huggies from them??keke!

except for tat...wanna say sorry sorry SORRY to someone............

n that,mr ETS, nice chatting wit u too,work hard for ur singing~~

to chai,good luck for ur match! gambate!!!

din hv my dinner...not going to eat lu,so fat nowadays...sad~~~sobs..

alone here in kl's condo,awaiting tmr's ceremony...bit bit scary actually...gotta hang out more often after tat,avoiding myself think bout those silly stuffs~~

EnD!!

oh yea, bout my eyes...u know wat?doc said its bacterial infection..im having bad skin,that's y easily infected..im lk..r u serious??? totally different with what the previous doc told me..but what i know is,the scar got worsen..hv to tk it seriously in curing dy..can't hv surgery yet,need to keep them in more stable condition....that makes me think again,then,how bout my dream job??gv up?
anyway, except for giving me 3 types of eye drops,he asked me to buy microcycline myself..very familiar for cbs rite??yea,we studied the disease,the symptoms,treatment,but didnt really studied the side effects..
he said there's going to be rashes (hypersensitivity) if im allergic to that antibiotic...
that medicine is not allowed to sell in the hospital (Gleneagles medical center) what does that mean? n, he asked me to try for one week n if im ok,continue for a month..y izit so?i thought we hv to consume enough dosage to kill all the bacteria n avoid developing resistance?
LOL~never thought so fast need to apply back what i've studied on myself ler...
never bought the medicine yet actually...if im allergic to it then what shud i do?
but wil,for sure try it someday within this week la..i wanna get well too!!

T.T

Friday, September 18, 2009

Moving forward on a positive note
Deryck and I have been together for 6 and a half years. We have been friends since I was 17, started dating when I was 19, and married when I was 21. I am grateful for our time together, and I am grateful and blessed for our remaining friendship. I admire Deryck and have a great amount of respect for him. He is the most amazing person I know and I love him with all my heart. Deryck and I are separating and moving forward on a positive note.
Thank you to all my family, friends and fans for all your support.

Avril



=( everyone's devasted....
hope for the best~
hope both of u will be fine...

REst Rest

finally...in the mood to post something here~
done exam lu..! enjoying holiday right now.. am i?? kinda bored frankly,keke!
bac together with sue~met aunty and had dinner in her house b4 back to my sweet sweet home too..time flies..but guess this friendship will never ends..thanks aunty~~ =)

now at ah ma's house lu..enjoying seafood n away from hectic lifestyle...

awaiting sunset all alone~~

nice?

Only one word to describe....

~DISAPPOINTED~

haha, long time never have this kind of feelings dy...
sad because din do well in exam..
shuang finally back, found the excitement and the real purpose to study~
that's why im emo right now..because i do care~~
lost my direction b4, dont feel lk wanna put much effort in studies too, cuz its all juz memorizing...when u found the right method to squeeze everything inside, u're able to score..seen a lot ppl study that way..n that's how i got demotivated..

first paper moral, used one day to study everything.the next morning sitting in the examination room, just felt like wan the 2 hours to paz as soon as possible..my heart ain't there..ended up, i ans not according to what is require..something really funny..when everyone felt the paper is easy, that's where i will score badly..

anyway, this time round is different... really testing ur analyzing skills and understandings..
although i know i din do well, although i know i knew the thing but i did it wrongly...but it just feel so right =) big thanks to tingy, chai rou, mango n mika for bringing me back...
sometimes exam is not about to score how many As, well cannot deny, it is actually.. it's not about helping students to be able to just pass..it's about how much u able to absorb and learn..but of course i know everyone's aims are different, lecturers are trying to be a good person to everyone as well..
but this is what meant by exam to me...probably i used to score badly in jit sin dy..hahax~so kinda find back the feeling...dont be afraid to lose dude, what matters is the process..
i've met ppl who just so used to be the top of the top, they cant accept themselves to fall or fail~i met some as well which are happy go lucky, they don't mind bout everything, but just live their life happily..
both are find for me actually..u never know who is going to be the success one in the end of the day..most important is, U knOw whAt u'rE dOinG~~~

i can feel everyone is struggling and trying their very best too...
To all CBs....never give up yea! don't worry, be happy~

eye stil havent fully recover..got worsen too..

sigh..GoOD LuCK everyone~~~

~smile~