END~

lots of things happened lately...
met lots of different types of ppl as well....
been started to be rude with ppl that i dont lk either....
hv i changed?? hv i got tired???
but then again, learnt a lot, n some really gave me good advises.. some taught me how cruel a person could be, so that im more well prepared to face such a person if i get to meet them in future....

anyways~ ther goes the end of my working life!~
the rest of the days would be plainly spending n resting =)


REXONA, 5/2-13/2

(no pic from MIFF)
2/3-6/3


AVIRA, 22/3-28/3

DIGI, 12/4-20/4

Eucerin, 21/4-24/4

March itself was very relaxing as the work r with high pay yet short working time...
but, April was CRAZY!!! 10 to 10.. working place's far.. need to settle with house moving n ran bac to pg, etc...
ahem...im the one who squeeze everything in a time actually~ cant lament too much =)
speaking of that, it finally ENDS~!!! the three months itself should be a long chap in my life~~
anyhow..there were plenty of events follows up actually, lk beauty fair, Home Dec, more on digi iphone promo, etc~ for those who still looking for jobs...gamabate ba!!


too much of things that i had to deal with lately, but everything somehow go wrong in the right way i guess..
just, the worst part, a fren of mine was not happy n he thought im irresponsible~ but, fine... don think i need to explain or what-so-ever.. if he und me, n care bout the friendship, he would hv work on it... helped them settle the things they left bhind... just wish that despicable kinda owner would leave us alone!
but somehow, it really does break my heart...cuz i've been trying my best to do whatever i can..it's never fair to me as we were in the same condition n nobody tried to do anything n then in the end put me blame on me..sigh!~

went for Kelly Clarkson's concert.. she sing n dance with barefoot...
it was more or less lk a sharing of her thoughts n music~
b4 she sang the song Bcause of u, she said 'it was a song i wrote when i was a lil kid, never thought it would reach msia anyway, hope u guys enjoy~'
plus her vocal n everything, it was a bit touchy....

having this 2 weeks time for me to settle the rest of the things...
jia you!!!

sim tia...........

yea..sim tia..T.T lost hundred bucks today, for no reason...so careless! =(
finished my 10 days work for DIGI in pavilion on mon...
went back penang today early in the morning..
n went back kl in the evening after settle with all the med report n posting them to spore..
spent a lot for the day..yet, leave some penny for nobody...sad larr...

going for another job tmr in midvalley..

what's wrong with me ha..
things just went on and on..and i just let it be~ follow the flows.. not being able to make any judgments nor be in the conscious state to safe guard of my belongings...
darn!~

call me superwomen for working 10 days from 10 to 10..
call me superwoman to go and back from kl to pg at the same day..
and call me superwomen to continue working afterwards....
call me superwoman again as i need to move out by 25th when i need to work from 10 to 10 again..
and YET found any rooms for myself......................

overall..
blUR~~~~~~~~~

been following this fb's daily horoscope~found them quite interesting..

17/4,
when i got the mail from spore...felt lk giving up..told ppl no one und me well...been striving for nothing..almost lack of energy to fight for myself anymore~
here goes..

Today, and to some degree the entire Mercury retrograde period, is about the willingness to try and try again, Libra. It seems that, scientist or not, your life right now is about trial and error learning. This could have something to do with programming code you cannot... find the correct reference for, or trying to get someone to understand you. Whatever it is that you're trying to accomplish is likely to be something you've attempted before and are attempting again with a fresh approach. Success may come in a way you don't expect.

18/4,
when i receive a cal from yk asking me to work on 21-25..and had to work til 20th as i promised with DIGI..ended up, couldnt make it for med check up..

This next few weeks could be a time of transition for you, Libra, and today seems to be the beginning stage, where you reassess and inventory in order to organize what you need to move on to the next step. You've apparently gone far enough with the well known aspects of... progress, and are ready to face the unknown now. This does take courage, but you must also realize that in order to regenerate the enthusiasm and physical energy you've lost over time, you need to "do your own thing"; not someone else's.

19/4,

Try your best not to get caught up in being judgmental today, Libra. The situation today will not fare well being held within rigid boundaries. Having a fixed idea of their being a right and wrong way of doing things will only blind you to the best way to accomplish you...r goals. You might be in a serious or critical mood, but rather than seeing everything in terms of good and bad, think more along the lines of "I don't like it" or "I like it" and let them be opinions, not laws.

--->ended up,i din went for the interview nor training,yet, they still willing to hire me..so i din lost the job~ sun's off was canceled and i only need to work til 19th~so that i can settle whatever tat i needed to do on tues~ met anson, n he might be able to provide me a room to stay afterwards as i need to move out by 25th...

20/4,
when i finally in pg..rush here n ther so that everything could get done..

Today you could decide to take a “wait and see” approach to a decision you need to make, Libra. It's time for a change and you know it, you've even talked about it according to the planets. Since an opportunity period is running all day long, this would be the perfect time to stop talking and do it. By paying close attention to what's going on around you, you may find a clue or signal that lets you know when to go into action. Timing is all important today; don't delay any decisions.

hopefully my decisions were not wrong~~

went for Dr Oh today again..brought mum along..
i was asking him to just be honest in the report as i don wanna b kicked out if i made it yet failed in spore's check up..
obviously seen he's trying his best..he stil told me things could be twisted..no worries~ sigh...im clearly worrying.......!
when he talked to mum, 'we'l see what we can do, to let her dream comes true', 'u hv a very wonderful child,she's nice...' and he has been repeating tat ther's surgery available called PKR, one type of laser but not LASIK..
i just....speechless..din talked much with him today, as im stil so darn BLUR..
but i think he seems to b very happy to meet me again..
could do nothing for him right now..but clearly feel very thankful~

had a debate with mum as well in the car today~we were lk splitting out what-so-ever~since i had a cold war with her previously..
everythin bac to normal now~happy to see her again~
n she msg me "eh,tk care"
was lk so happy.. =)

Chew Shi Fung 17th April:
I guess he's really tired today. He didn't even wake up when the nurses shifted him to change the bandages and all. Had slight fever on and off but still ok. His eyes looks lot better when I see the nurse opens his eyes. Lets don't lose hope or worry. Give him the strength by showing our spirit!

Chew Shi Fung 19th April:
His condition is stable with no fever. He grabed a bit tighter when I asked whether he heard me. Only once. The rest was just a peaceful storytelling. He's a bit nervous I guess, when we talked to him that he can't respond, which made his heartbeat rise. Well, let us not be dispirited by time ^^

Chew Shi Fung 20th April:
He follows ur instruction 2 open n close his eyes twice though he couldn't quite control his limbs. Sleepy but we can c his eyes focused, looking at the photos shown. Dr. said he's improving ^^v

im nothin compared to him right...
shi long...jia you!!!!!

~END~

Digi day 7

woohoo~~day 7 dy..fast isnt it??3 more days left!!!
at the very first place, working for this event is never been ideal to me. At first i thought of not getting any jobs and focus on the things i shall do for the moment. Ended up, i promised to get involve as i've wasted some of the money on the application thingy. Plus, they were saying this external fees for the paper's going to be around 3k...sigh~

get a lot of the complaints itself by working for the first two days. It was completely chaos.. lots of customers, nobody to guide me, etc..
no joke man..customers in pavilion was lk having the worst attitude i've ever seen. Waited for 5 min, they ad start complaining. Mentioned one particular mistake, they were lk wanna find and talk to the person in charge.. T.T
And i did 2 serious mistakes... one is to ask customer to terminate their line >.< (by doing so, they cant keep the number they wan)
second, is to ask one local to pay for deposits as i thought they were foreigners... sigh~~so sad..
long working hours, low pay, lousy customers, no commission... but, what to do~

anyhow, i stil enjoyed the process as the workers there are nice, part timers there were fun too!
the center employed a security from Nepal (Bhesh), quiet but deep down inside he would lk to play wit us too.. seriously feel lk laughing when think about him..he's cute man...very funny~
n this kakak to clean the place...lk to joke around too~
Met MayC, a model girl and all the youngsters... they were really young man..felt lk i really aged so much d...sobs!!

and yea, finally get the reply from them.. but still need to do further check up...again, gotta reject bac the job i got previously.. can't go interview for Home Dec n beauty fair d too..
frustrate in some way.. it's lk i make ppl blacklist me only.. plan n organized things so well d, then hv to dismantle all by myself...
but the good thing is, i alwez get surprise..and would b able to fix them =)

As u guys know, Shi Long has been admitted to the hospital for weeks since 1st of April wher he met an accident in the journey back from KL to PG..
read this post from my fren on his current condition :

Chew Shi Fung 四月十五日
"他今天进步很多了^^ 除了给他听音乐，叫他时也会给反应，精神也不错。下午一点至两点，当我叫他‘如果听见的话，眨眼’， 重复后他慢慢的闭上眼睛然后张开 =）也动脚趾告诉我他听见。下午五点至七点，他睡得很舒服，只是还有少许痰。Lung and eye infection 都有好转，现在不用机器，自己呼吸了。请大家支持他继续加油，不用太着急。感谢前来探望还有留言的亲戚朋友！"

Chew Shi Fung 16th March:
He slept through the usual 1 to 2pm. Semi-concious but the responce he gave is much faster and immediate than yesterday. Good news is, he doesn't have fever anymore. ^^ He blinks fast, smiles, or somewhat raised his lips when my aunt asked whether he heard the message I read from Yen Yen =D Cheers and believe in his strong will!

Shi Long was a role model in Jit Sin..a role model for all of us actually...
almost hv my tears drop.. how dramatic is that right? and how fragile life we hv...guys, plz do appreciate ur friends and family members that u care for~
hope he wil b fine..and wake up asap!!!

stay strong!!!

currently just get to know the MTV of Bad Romance from Lady Gaga actually carries some meaning...felt lk she's so tough and brave..one word for her from me 'YENG'!!


tats all for the day...3 more days shuang..gambate!!

无奈

if nothing goes wrong, im going to start work tmr lu...
yea,very fast..here i say wanna start getting a job, the next day itself,im going to start working d...
been terribly shed some tears lately...for some reasons...
played many characters lately too... ppl treat me lk as if im agent.. if really for the one i care about im fine... but come on, who i am to u guys o? sigh..
n ern...i dunno why too,ppl lk to ask me out for trying to get me into direct sales nowadays~
of course im happy that ppl would ask me out,etc..but ended up disappointing..

if you're really a good fren of mine... please la, shuang don lk those kind of things..
im not some kind of human beings that would easily b influenced and i definitely dont lk ppl to tell me and make me blif in what they blif either...
what am i now? a girl with no brains to think on my own? what books u read la, what major things u cared about la...duhh~~ u ever know what books im reading and do u hv the right to judge and gv me opinions when i just met u lk few minutes???
show some respect...! that's the major diff btw those with a good position in a company with a qualification with those who get a career simply by the way they speak...
i know i shouldnt say anything..but can i juz split it out in my own space here?? i dunno whether those tat involve in this field would hv seen my blogs..if offended plz do forgive..that's juz my personal opinions..

first of all, the tech that they wil use is to say they wanna share this marvelous kind of things with their best pal, which is y u r ther with them that day..i've heard the more immature way is that they say don wish to see u being jobless few yrs from now, cuz ther would b another crisis, bla bla~~
then after some yrs, u would see them saying... oh no, this career is not really my future, seeing them starting to find the main purpose of their life...

second, they would tel u how important money is...lk as if this whole world only can runs with money... hell,yea.. part of the reason,this is true.. but then again...as if i don hv other alternatives to find a way to get those money..

third.. most of them who involve in this would say they don lk being a worker, a slave of money.. don lk to b restricted, 9 to 6 each days.. prefer to work from home, etc... so, u basically hv all ur time to do ur stuf... juz some of the time u spend by hypnotizing ppl on ur thoughts... but, that's the life that u wan?? is that really THAT challenging to u?i can easily find a job which carries more meaning than this lo...

forth, many of them sacrifice their studies for this kind of things.. im fine for that actually.. cuz i've really seen a high skol dropout who proves education is not tat important.. but how many of Malaysians could do that??

AND...
if u're really someone who really knows to think BIG, wanna earn this millions and trillions of dollars, i think u would find a way to build one of this kind of company ur own than b one of their ppl...if u dont,sorry..u're still forever a worker..

i can see how LB destroy a person's future... but, each time i walk from klcc to pavilion, i see their office is stil ther, they r stil well established in other countries since 90 centuries.. why?? cuz without that person, ther're still plenty in this world who would blif in them... will they really care bout u?hardly...

for me still, whatever that u do, if u put in enough efforts, u lk what u're doing, work hard enough, the things u wan would eventually comes.. it's not all about the brand that u trust dude...
somehow i feel.. those who involve in this got a bit lack of confidence in the thing that they would achieve.. isnt it so?

and why do i hv to talk so much??no ideas...
i just lk to be harsh recently....
see, im rude again... slap me plz..
but i sincerely think they might success in some days though.... IF they do hv that high motivation and intelligence and willing to work hard i guess...bcuz the world somehow works tat way~
what can i say? best of luck to them i gues~


odd~

my tongue......

woke up late today when i suppose to b early so that i would manage to hang out and do not expose to the sun much since im stil in the process of reviving~
but its so darn hot now...and i stil need to go out by today...
realized the condition of my tongue is getting worse and that kinda bothers me a little...
went online..and guess this is my case then~

Patches on the tongue are generally caused by a condition called geographic tongue due to the map-like appearance of the tongue. This condition occurs because of the presence of uneven patches that develop on the tongue. The upper part of the tongue is made up of papillae which are small projections on the surface. When a person is inflicted with geographic tongue, smooth red patches form on the surface of the tongue. These patches are surrounded by a grayish white border. The red patches have a dearth of papillae, while the borders are overloaded with them. These patches do not have definite shapes, may last for a few hours or days, and may appear and disappear indefinitely. They are often accompanied by pain. A burning or tingling sensation, numbness and fissures are also characteristic of the condition. People who are sensitive to various allergens or who suffer from eczema or asthma are prone to the condition and therefore they need to be extra cautious. Stress, vitamin deficiencies and hormonal changes can also cause geographic tongue.

Geographic tongue......stress,malnutrition and hormonal changes....

SIGH....!

天空与星星

传说很久很久以前，
世界有颗星星， 和一片深蓝的天空；
天空是星星唯一的依靠，而星星是天空唯一的点缀。

有一天，
星星问天空：
我永远都是你唯一的星星吗？
天空回到它说：
我会永远守护着你， 直到你找到合适你的天空。

随着时间的流逝，
天空开始有了越来越多的星星；
那颗星星觉得天空已经快容纳不下它了。

于是有一天，
化作流星伤心的院落。

可是，它并不知道对于天空而言，
永远都有它的位置~~

sounds familiar??
well...found this quite interesting and hence felt lk sharing them~ =)
there are certain period in our lifetime, it may happens tat way~ there're ppl who's fairly important yet to them they may not seems important and hence chose to step out of ur life...emo~~~ hahax...

yes,i'm emo... the only thing i can do now is to sleep and eat, watch drama and post some blogs...
never been this sick since long time ago d~
dizzy dizzy~heavy head and body...barely able to move around much.. T.T
it's certainly pathetic not having ppl to tk care of me at this point isnt it?
sick yet din hv my proper meals.... aiks!~
and my tongue hurts....! perhaps due to malnutrition or over heat d~
NO IDEA~~

tmr need to travel all the way to damansara...hopefully i will recover by then..!

HAIH~and yea..ther may be certain period of time..i wil still wish when i reach a certain location, someone's waiting at the other side for my return...
how stupid i can go...
sighness~~