sim tia...........

yea..sim tia..T.T lost hundred bucks today, for no reason...so careless! =(
finished my 10 days work for DIGI in pavilion on mon...
went back penang today early in the morning..
n went back kl in the evening after settle with all the med report n posting them to spore..
spent a lot for the day..yet, leave some penny for nobody...sad larr...

going for another job tmr in midvalley..

what's wrong with me ha..
things just went on and on..and i just let it be~ follow the flows.. not being able to make any judgments nor be in the conscious state to safe guard of my belongings...
darn!~

call me superwomen for working 10 days from 10 to 10..
call me superwoman to go and back from kl to pg at the same day..
and call me superwomen to continue working afterwards....
call me superwoman again as i need to move out by 25th when i need to work from 10 to 10 again..
and YET found any rooms for myself......................

overall..
blUR~~~~~~~~~

been following this fb's daily horoscope~found them quite interesting..

17/4,
when i got the mail from spore...felt lk giving up..told ppl no one und me well...been striving for nothing..almost lack of energy to fight for myself anymore~
here goes..

Today, and to some degree the entire Mercury retrograde period, is about the willingness to try and try again, Libra. It seems that, scientist or not, your life right now is about trial and error learning. This could have something to do with programming code you cannot... find the correct reference for, or trying to get someone to understand you. Whatever it is that you're trying to accomplish is likely to be something you've attempted before and are attempting again with a fresh approach. Success may come in a way you don't expect.

18/4,
when i receive a cal from yk asking me to work on 21-25..and had to work til 20th as i promised with DIGI..ended up, couldnt make it for med check up..

This next few weeks could be a time of transition for you, Libra, and today seems to be the beginning stage, where you reassess and inventory in order to organize what you need to move on to the next step. You've apparently gone far enough with the well known aspects of... progress, and are ready to face the unknown now. This does take courage, but you must also realize that in order to regenerate the enthusiasm and physical energy you've lost over time, you need to "do your own thing"; not someone else's.

19/4,

Try your best not to get caught up in being judgmental today, Libra. The situation today will not fare well being held within rigid boundaries. Having a fixed idea of their being a right and wrong way of doing things will only blind you to the best way to accomplish you...r goals. You might be in a serious or critical mood, but rather than seeing everything in terms of good and bad, think more along the lines of "I don't like it" or "I like it" and let them be opinions, not laws.

--->ended up,i din went for the interview nor training,yet, they still willing to hire me..so i din lost the job~ sun's off was canceled and i only need to work til 19th~so that i can settle whatever tat i needed to do on tues~ met anson, n he might be able to provide me a room to stay afterwards as i need to move out by 25th...

20/4,
when i finally in pg..rush here n ther so that everything could get done..

Today you could decide to take a “wait and see” approach to a decision you need to make, Libra. It's time for a change and you know it, you've even talked about it according to the planets. Since an opportunity period is running all day long, this would be the perfect time to stop talking and do it. By paying close attention to what's going on around you, you may find a clue or signal that lets you know when to go into action. Timing is all important today; don't delay any decisions.

hopefully my decisions were not wrong~~

went for Dr Oh today again..brought mum along..
i was asking him to just be honest in the report as i don wanna b kicked out if i made it yet failed in spore's check up..
obviously seen he's trying his best..he stil told me things could be twisted..no worries~ sigh...im clearly worrying.......!
when he talked to mum, 'we'l see what we can do, to let her dream comes true', 'u hv a very wonderful child,she's nice...' and he has been repeating tat ther's surgery available called PKR, one type of laser but not LASIK..
i just....speechless..din talked much with him today, as im stil so darn BLUR..
but i think he seems to b very happy to meet me again..
could do nothing for him right now..but clearly feel very thankful~

had a debate with mum as well in the car today~we were lk splitting out what-so-ever~since i had a cold war with her previously..
everythin bac to normal now~happy to see her again~
n she msg me "eh,tk care"
was lk so happy.. =)

Chew Shi Fung 17th April:
I guess he's really tired today. He didn't even wake up when the nurses shifted him to change the bandages and all. Had slight fever on and off but still ok. His eyes looks lot better when I see the nurse opens his eyes. Lets don't lose hope or worry. Give him the strength by showing our spirit!

Chew Shi Fung 19th April:
His condition is stable with no fever. He grabed a bit tighter when I asked whether he heard me. Only once. The rest was just a peaceful storytelling. He's a bit nervous I guess, when we talked to him that he can't respond, which made his heartbeat rise. Well, let us not be dispirited by time ^^

Chew Shi Fung 20th April:
He follows ur instruction 2 open n close his eyes twice though he couldn't quite control his limbs. Sleepy but we can c his eyes focused, looking at the photos shown. Dr. said he's improving ^^v

im nothin compared to him right...
shi long...jia you!!!!!

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