Dear dairy,
I coulndn't hv been more wrong.
I thought that I could smile, and nod my way through it..
pretend like it would all be okay~

I had a plan,
I wanted to change who I was;
create a life as someone new,
Someone without the past,
without pain;
Someone alive~

But it's not that easy.
The bad things stay with you.
They follow you
You can't escape them,
as much as you want to.

All you can do is be ready for the good
So when it comes, you invited it in,
because you need it
I need it!~


--The Vampire Diaries