Mistakes done...

emo-ing.......

one mistakes done, would have lots of lots of amendments to be done..
I'm just being me,most of the time..forgetfulness!!!
not having a purse, after getting on buses, taxis....
not having a phone for the damn whole day..
lost my easylink, my touch & go card,etc.......

it's not like old times anymore..where u're well pampered..just one cal, i would get what i want from home..sometimes~it would just sent to school, not even noticing i forget to bring those 'important stuff'..
it's not like old times where, just one call to home, someone's there would take them n get for u..
it's not like old times where, ppl actually make the effort to remind me what's important anymore....
countless time if u would wan me to state how many have i done of the above~

n bcuz of these, im trained to be pretty forgetful...
just happen to realize, it's not acceptable at all in work =((
be it first time, be it u forget....none were accepted..
n,be it saying sorry...nobody even bother... u just have to be sorry for urself...cuz u've ruined ur own opportunity..ur own record........ur own career........
that's the thing i don't lk bout well established company....anything extraordinary is not accepted..when u're good u're nothing...when u did bad...u're bad..tats how it works~~

anyway,my own mistake...i hv to bear with them...

like i've said..im suppose to be sad........but i don't want to!

things aren't going too well lately..bit screwed n messed up.........
but i have to move forward...not looking back..

BRAND NEW ID...BRAND NEW DAY!!
going to work after 13 days off!!!~plus, doing for a flight for own country =)
it's gonna be a good day still!!~

anyway,it's valentines' day~~~though none of my business but,happy valentines ppl!!
im off from love cuz im sick of having one...but it doesnt mean ppl i care bout dont deserves to be happy,as they felt lk happiness do came fr the love once~~
LoVE is StIlL aLL aRoUND!~

ps...i definitely need to change the habits, for a better me...a better future *wink*

PS, I LOVE YOU~

The very first book i've finished by Cecelia Ahern...
not as teary once as others told that i would..in fact,none~
but a nice one.....how often in life would someone be gone from your life, yet, leaving the letters, the list, of what you should or should not do...till you've get over it? how sweet isn't it? =)

The lines i like the most,
"Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling. But finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling.
A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, wil be there for you for ever, no matter what.
They say nothing lasts forever, but I am a firm believer in the fact that for some, love lives on even after they're gone...."

"She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work in the morning. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym more often; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong. But, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who as ready to experience life,more love, and make new memories"


Well, another one to share, from Dawn,about, pencil~
A pencil maker told his pencils 5 important lessons in life...



1st: Everything you do will always leave a mark...

2nd: You can always correct the mistakes you make...

3rd: What's important is what is inside of you...

4th: In life, you will undergo painful sharpenings that

will make you a better pencil...



and.....



5th: The most important is to be the best pencil you can be.

By allowing yourself to be held and guided by the hand that holds you.

=)))

The CNY~

brand new yr of 2011...first post~
Chinese New Year, being stuck in sg~
after 8 months in sg.....
still,having one unstable career...not much of savings n......havent clear my study loan! $@#%#$%@ ><

alright, i aint someone who's extremely negative..so i would say, still freaking happy to be in here bcuz i finally get what i've alwez wanted in life!!! which is my baby piano in house =))) on my own~~~
have not been working daySS ago..n will still b stuck here in sg till 12th,which is y im so darn free to blog again~

i have to say i really REALLY in LOVE with what im doing for now..as for the first time, i wouldnt need to be envious of other ppl's life..but having thought juz to be better me in me~ bought LOADS of stuff i've always wanted by myself..planning lots of things ahead on my own too! they used to say starting of working life is like the end of your life to enjoy.......to me, IT's just the BEGINNING of my life..n im enjoying every single moment of it!

but then again, life just won't go well for me..i hv no idea why...it baffles me at times too~ but......whatever it is..I WILL STILL SHINE!! That's what im certain of =)
Robert taught me well.. tough time never last,but tough people WILL~ =P be it im off from sg,got sack,back to msia...either way,i will still strive in whichever ways...mum used to ask me,why can't i just live my life simple,and be happy? well,im really envious of those who can life their live simple......n hv lil happiness for themselves..but i just like to mess up my life and learn it the hard way~ i just like it that way,cant i =P

CNY is the best time to get connected bac to ppl whom u might long lost contact?which i did..... happy to know everyone's doing just fine..! even happy to know a lot of them is perhaps doing well n working very hard for what they thought is best for themselves!~ like this kind of feelings.. =) being an adult wasnt as bad as we thought after all~~~ we have to freedom to do anything out of it!

to those who's still figuring what to do with life, lost in no where mayb...it's time to start something out of it!!! aza aza!~

had a pathetic meal when everyone's having reunion dinner...gamble n drink the other night....sleep thru the whole day after din tai feng~~ n,dunno what to do again today =((((







HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!~