Place that i might wanna visit~

been having a serious thought of what to do with my own future lately..
im like all confused.... but i know in my heart, it's not enough just yet!
went n grab a magazine, n realize, there're a lot more of the places i wish to go~
n might gv u some ideas too =)

here they are~

Venice, Italy

Niagara Falls, Canada

Oaho, Hawaii

Monte Carlo, Principaut e de Monaco
Vienna, Austria

Edinburgh, Scotland


Mauritius

Jeju Island

Fiji Island
it looks super damn awesomely nice right???
always my first choice~ =)
IF, i have finally get a partner in life~

been thinking of where to spend my holiday this year~
probably, Japan??
Hokkaido!!!
n found some very interesting places,
Kinugawa,sth interesting,
Nikko
Tokyo..that could have make a trip =)

n n....look wat i've found!

La Montana Magica Lodge Huilo Huilo

Immersed in beautiful 120,000 hectares, in the Biological Reserve of Huilo - Huilo in recently create region named of the rivers in Chile, the amazing Lodge offers to their hosts the warmth of a very special service and extraordinary comforts.
Montana Magica Lodge in the middle of the native forest, will transfer you to a magical Earth place where the life still is developed to its natural rate.

It was constructed with a surprising architecture, noble materials and a delicate taken care of the nature. With beautiful rooms, excellent gastronomy, bar and a customized service for each visitor, you will be able to enjoy the propitious atmosphere for the rest of the body and soul.

La Montana Magica has a surprising waterfall that bathes all lodge and it fuses with the silence of the snow and the sound of rain in some days of the year.

Lodge has been constructed with noble materials of its surrounding, it has been incorporated to Neltume and Puerto Fuy communities, small mountainous towns, made with wood. In which details, like its furniture and sculptures, were a priority in its interior.

An extraordinary human equipment has made La Montana Magica a very special and unforgettable place.
In each corner you can feel love of every detail, also you can have an excellence service with a gastronomic variety.

hmm..................
bout 2 yrs ago, i chose dream over reality..
bout 2 yrs ago, i thought my dream came true
bout few weeks ago...i thought my dream had dried out, faded...
but truth is..a dream, always do stays as a dream~

travelling, is not just the scenery...
its a story to tell... is a story to share~
u may not need to be who u r, forget about where u come from..

may wanna quit some time ago bcuz i know i may hv mislead myself to another type of traveling...no story to tell, no ppl to go with, no one to share......
but i know, i needed it~ cause, i need to get rid of reality all the time, feeling fresh about things all the time..
sth, i wanna let go...but i know, mayb not yet....
but i dont wanna be someone who dont dare to explore the other things just bcuz i wanna keep what i hv for now~

finish the drama 我可能不会爱你~
think,it tells a lot of stories..some part of which, were some sort of my pasts..
hmm...
when will i, get to find someone who shares some similarities with me,
n someone whom regardless wats happening in this world, just wanna be simple n dont bother bout 'risks' in the future
someone......... who understand me..
someone, to join this journey with me........?
be it partner,or a friend............

=)

A place in this world

Would u... thought u wanted sth n when u almost get there, or when u've ad gotten one, u start doubting??
i get that a lot~
LOST~



where is the place in this world that we should belong?

Give everything a CHANCE

Hihi~~ life has been good ha.. =)
currently back to msia.. miss the life here very much T.T

anyway,it's been rainy days back in Auckland few days ago...
n it's my first tim letting them coming over to my room, n we had a mamasak time for brunch =P
learnt how to make pancakes out of this trip. fun~ =))

getting prep~


our hashbrown producer,LOL
while waiting n chit chating in the room~

they r both very VERY nice leaders~ =)

ta dang~~~

bon apetit!~

then towards the end we cant finish the bulk of pancakes..
so i decided to go n buy strawberries, n choc.......
nice =)

S for Shuang......Superb~muahahaha!

the night we going for Occidental, as always, the belgium restaurant....dunno y, but...we just lk to go ><
half way thru eating we found this.......

n i stop eating..LOL~

my main point is........
this may not be sth i used to do..normally, we will just be hybernating,i guess~
so...give everything a chance,n u may find sth diff =)
be it u don lk ur current job, current partner, sick of the place u're staying, the ppl, colleague that u think u will never get along with, ur studies, etc etc........
there will always be sth that u can find that would cheer u up n make u LOVE them =)
as long as u want them to be, it will be~
n also bcuz, life goes on...if u wanna move forward, learn to love ur PRESENT!

i've met someone this time that skip all the meals n just had two cookies..
i mean, out of, the starter, main course, dessert, cheese n fruits, he chose cookies, n give me a look lk, no food in fantastic~ n i was thinking, r u kidding me, they look so nice.....!
that's somewhat bad ha.....
dont be so moody ppl~ life is good, n u dont spend money but yet, starve urself..must eat well n tk care well of urself right?
that should be the very basic thing that u have to satisfy for what ever hard work that u r working for...!
anyway, i met some unreasonable ppl that sector...n, i fought back..
but truth is, ther's no mean to reason things out for them as they will still continue being grouchy,really...
n someone taught me,when nothing hurts u....that's when u can be a very professional service provider.......
i cant do it by now,n probably, not the coming months too...
i mean, they chose us in the first place, for having that extra sense of empathy towards people, extra passion than others, towards connecting ppl~ yet, as time goes by, the things here teach u how to not be too sensitive to them, teach u how to not have a feeling in the sense....hmm~
but they may b right...we will always need to set aside our emotions for our job,really.. no matter which line u r in~

someday mayb,
in the future, im gonna quit flying...
n im gonna look at the sky each days n really miss flying~~~
n i must make myself remember this feeling =)

ciao~

'Time goes by'

Translated:

Should old acquaintances be forgotten,And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintances be forgotten,
And days of long ago !

Chorus:
For old long ago, my dear
For old long ago,
We will take a cup of kindness yet
For old long ago.

We two have run about the hillsides
And pulled the daisies fine,
But we have wandered many a weary foot
For old long ago.

We two have paddled (waded) in the stream
From noon until dinner time,
But seas between us broad have roared
Since old long ago.

And there is a hand, my trusty friend,
And give us a hand of yours,
And we will take a goodwill draught (of ale)
For old long ago!

And surely you will pay for your pint,
And surely I will pay for mine!
And we will take a cup of kindness yet
For old long ago!

....to my dear friends, for auld lang syne~~ =)

hope the post find all of u well..miss u guys much!!

We can control our feelings...I CAN!

Hey followers,hows life everybody?

i'll tell u hows mine.. =)

for the couple of days this few weeks, i've been feeling awful bout life..it's like really,waking up feeling all tired, shagged n miserable.. no kidding~

i frequently asked myself what hv i done to my own health, sacrificing it for the job im having, worth it?

truth is, it's festive season these days n i cant help missing my life back then.. my friends, my birth place..really, dunno how many times hv they post up the gathering meet up, n im lk...don ever need to think bout it =(

u know what? the new yr night itself, i finish off my dinner n on the way back to home, i walked, n cried all the way.. i cant help.. reached back home, thank God one of the girl has came back n we had lk pillow talk.. n we made a review for the year of 2011.. n i feel, it's a failure, for that time of the moment..

recalling how i used to work back then, the ppl tat we attract when we hv positive vibes, ppl constantly charm by ur personality, give u name cards so that u can keep in touch with them, good opportunities if ther's a chance u feel lk working for them..those things, havent been happening lately..what happened huh Shuang? hmm..

remember we watch HIMYM n ther's a comment, 'u cant go back to the past just because it's safe n secure,u cant go back just because the future seems scary'..

think i hv forgotten i used to like to think,u need to let urself into uncomfortable situations,thats when u put urself into challenge n that's when life's worthwhile..

honestly, i hv lost all my passion for work.. even if the few days ago, someone complement me in front of my 'boss' i would juz say thank you n walk off, not willing to make further conversations, not feeling great cause i dont feel i did any good anymore..i juz,follow the flow, do what i was suppose to do, what's inside?nothing much left but feel lk wanna leave already..

truth is, the TOXIC people has been around me these days, we alwez been discussing bout them leaving.. n truth is, im all greedy n think tat i deserve better all the time..

You can feel UP one moment,n DOWN then next...

where has my drives gone?

think, it may b best if i get away from toxic ppl, i wish them well but need to remind myself, the life they want is not wat i wan..

need to get more back to the me, the me that always feel very grateful for being here, the me that used to be happy n willing to try out everything..

n Clement if u're reading this, i wanna change away of the title of emo queen.. dont wanna be anymore =P

n ms big head prawn..hmm~~~ how a great way to start of the new yr..i mean, really, the first flight out of the yr, ad reminds me,u know wat shuang, dont be careless anymore~ n, good rite?i wont repeat that for the rest of the year..

anyhoo..if u're just like me, stop feeling bad about myself.. u know wat?just bcuz im that careless, i hv few sets of makeup items, even toothpaste, dunno how many times i need to buy them in a yr..muahaha! but it's fine..so long as u can accommodate ur ownself, find a way, an alternatives, get more of precautions, things will turn out alright..

n seriously, i still havent find a solution to the nametag tat i hv lost..but,be it good or bad, im ready =)

waking up feeling lk watching one of this,

thank you Joel, love u always!~ cuz we love God always!~~

it's new year n honestly, i dont hv much plans ahead, im literally a lost sheep by now...

but i know for now,

n i wanna be happy, for today, for the rest of the year, no matter what happen!

n that shall be the new yr's resolution..!

should be in one of ur list too ppl!!

opps,not to forget, i wanna love u back, my job =))

good luck n stay happy =)))))