Done~

hey guys~~it's me again, feel lk blogging here =))

how have you been lately?

well, if u have spoken to the current me, u would have known, im not that well ><

rmb the toxic ppl that i mentioned? well, cant get rid of them, instead it's been haunting n poisoning my mind so badly that everything just feel lk it had gone wrong someway n i couldnt help but thinking to quit like, now...! everyday work is lk, a new issue to deal with...

of course, that's not what i like to do, what i used to do... though... i may have always kinda like to runaway from stuff, slaps* quite a low self esteem girl here i realized ><

anyway, yea, i started to wonder like, what am i doing here, did i make a terrible mistake? have i done this just so i can prove someone wrong, just so i can make other ppl's dream come true

started to think wat im doing now is...nothing~ handle things tat i do, sometimes make me think tat im more than that, etc etc........... n of course, the very bad breakout, just make my mood swings~

'Dont go into a false life just bcuz u're afraid to enter a real one..' made me wondered~

is it me, or really, ppl can just be so sure of their choice in life.. which is false n real? which is just 'safe n secure' but not what u enjoyed? which is 'risky' but always happy to do~

opps~shiu~~~ too much!

soOO,i decided to STOP it.. n grab a book to read =)

couple of minutes ago... i started to pen down, my 2012 resolutions~~ yeah i know, it came kinda late but guess what? it's a whole pile of list here..

i have my whole yr planned, of the aims to achieve, the holiday to have fun with~

why, do i need to be upset n lost at the first place again? LOL~

guess sometimes we do have an answer in the heart, we do know what to do... just that, we dont wanna face it.. maybe, not facing it just by myself..

but,who would care right? =P

so yea, feeling a lot better here..

probably if u're lost in life just like i did, writing down what u wanna do might really help...

for now, stay focus on WHAT YOU WANT! the rest, ought not to b concern about, for, it will turn out to be perfect!! =)

good thing, not gonna whine over fb anymore (i hope), so some ppl can get a peace of mind, hahahah~

Anyhoo, DO,

trust ME, trust YOU!~

Good luck folks!~

n, have a good night!~ =)))