Paris,we meet again~ =)

soOO, it's a Paris trip after coming back from Narita,LA....
already planned to hang out alone, around the museums, clear out the mind, enjoy myself......

 did some surveys, came out with one piece of paper with some infos,

head out, not really knowing the way,

dunno how to speak their language~

of course, i do afraid to do so..Parisan may be ranked as top few tat is pretty rude,especially if u're a foreigners,

plus, pick pocket can be their sort of career,they r very good in it~

anyway...

 it's their National day~ happy bday Paris! =)

(got approached by a french guy along the walk...phew~luckily he didnt follow me all the way..)

 the handwritings in the 18th century~ cool ha!

 the lock n keys they used for prisons last time~

 The hall of men-at-arms

 the rose window

of course, the sainte-chapelle =)

and ern, went to the les tiuleries garden, n sat down in front of the pond.........pure relaxing, n i felt in love with Paris~

probably, truth is, Im not in love with korea, not paris,not nothing......i just love to explore and travel like this~

if u ever notice, i stop complaining lately, i dont feel im lost lately either...i do think, i am really doing what i love to do... minus a certain cons, im perfectly great!

but then again, i know this thing cant last long....ther should be a plan B... till then, let me just indulge in this innocently perfect moment please...

i dont wanna stop, just yet!  =))))

finally went to take a look at monet's water lilies drawings.....

went downstairs where they r having an exhibition..

was fairly disturb by one artist with couple of drawings where the image r all distorted..then, had some weird dreams over the night..

hax!!

but, i like this feelings!!!~
and, spotted one old couple in the hall at that moment...the lady trying to show and explain what she sees in a drawing that attracted her....
i got pretty jealous~ i think, to get someone u like and like u back, is tough.....
to get someone who share what u love doing, and love to do the things u love, is pretty tough..
to get someone who do so and can be with you till u get old....is even tougher~
to have that someone to do so and be with you and still doing what he used to do,still love sharing what u guys love to share with each other, is......not sth tat can be easily come by...so yea,they caught my attention, and im envious ~

of course,in a good way =)

bunch of doctors and vips were with us today..heading to jakarta..guessing they hv sth big going on there..
worked with this....ahem, who liked to accused everyone else for doing wrong, but not himself..
i fought back.. finally i learnt to speak out for myself....though in the end, he still constantly saying how i did wrong, i did my part..n i blif, ppl around me, r not blind~
he made a girl cried......as much as i hope i can help, i couldnt get involve...
hope, truth speaks out in the end..

and,i got this again today, were i was sweating running here n ther, getting things done..another girl whom was suppose to play as a team, held a paper, going around, gracefully...
i didnt say a thing...

gonna stick back to the conclusion i hv the other day,
if u dont hv the courage to speak for urself, u cant blame others for taking u for granted..
so yea,im taking it..
when its over the line, i would mayb, someday, try to tell someone off.......
but i think, i feel better this way~ not sayin a thing, work is work! (hopefully)

till then, ciao~ =)

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haloha~~ same old opening,but seriously, been some time since i last blog,din notice the blogger has some updates, now i dunno how to view other's blog d >< wher has the dashboard thing gone??!! @@

anyway,
guess what?! it's 13th of May already...few more days then im officially here in Singapore for 2 years! it feels lk as if ages im here aint it? but somehow i do feel a lot of things juz happened ytd..
lots of ppl r leaving.. in n out, we do change somehow~

got emo quite some while, got lost quite some while, spurge a lot for awhile...........n,ytd, went back to office to review on my record n so.......
for now, suddenly feel like, i kinda need to be n act like an adult dont i?
cant be like last time, keep thinking of escaping from whatever im doing, just because i dont like it..
starts to know what i really like, starts to learn n still learning, how to enjoy things tat i do enjoy~
of course,im sure everyone out there do the same as well.. quite glad that ppl i know, ppl i care of, r doing pretty well =)

dunno why, for now, the only thing im sure of is that, MUSIC!~ teehee!
probably im really those kind of ppl where i just wanna hide in a place where ther's no competition, no acting, lying n stuff in the society......only, plainly, enjoying urself inside the world of music ha!~ =)

soO...jeng jeng*
got my piano in the yr of 2011, Feb, sth im quite happy of~

finish my G3 in Sept, (Merit)

 

Done my theory of G5 in Oct (Distinction)

 &&&& finish G5 prac this yr in Feb...(Distinction)

of course,a lot of times, i would think, who am i,to start at this age, n what i have to compete with those that start from young right? 

but, simple advice from Shuang here, it's always better late than never!!~

it will never be too late....n,rmb to do things for urself! not for how ppl would see u n judge u~ cuz, in the end of the day, u r the one who would judge n gv urself the score of ur OWN life =P

so, it took me exactly one year's time, to get a G5, with distiction...kekeke! sth im quite proud of >.=

n erm......spent 2 yrs, loiterring around, from place to place around the world.......

sometimes, i don't really know, what will be the next?!

BUT, for now wat i know is, im taking time off .. no more exams!~

though, it wasnt decide by me...really wanted another exam,but not encouraged by my teacher, soO~~~

for now, what i need to do is juz be Patient! hope our souls could find peace =)

find myself super lazy lately..everything kinda juz slowed down...zzZZZ~

is that what they call, settle down? ><

settle down lone-some is not that awesome aint it? hax!

if u're wondering y.......ern, probably im waiting for someone like 'you'

who's the 'you'?!

my dad =)

cause, his love is unconditional~ for a very long time, i think my mum's the luckiest lady ever to have the chance to be married to a man like my daddy~ 

if u can hear me dad, i do miss u, a lot! n,yea...i'll be here patiently waiting for someone like u to appear in my life... (still) =PPPP

a lot of times, we face difficulties, n we feel like that's the worst that it can go....but~ please do remember, u can still wake up each days, hv ur feet stand still on ground, freshen up,start a brand new day..

u can still open up ur eyes, to watch how pretty the world is, each days!

almost had my tears down the other day on the way back in the bus ride, knowing one of the person i worked with, had someone close to him that, passed away..it could be unbearable....n that always has been my fear...

sometimes, it's not that we don wanna stay near to ppl we love..but life leave us no choice...

all i can pray for is... ppl i do love, to know how to tk care of themselves, n to know i really do hope, i could always be with them..

Hope my post finds all of u well here!~

Peace VV  wink*