Sunday, May 13, 2012

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haloha~~ same old opening,but seriously, been some time since i last blog,din notice the blogger has some updates, now i dunno how to view other's blog d >< wher has the dashboard thing gone??!! @@

anyway,
guess what?! it's 13th of May already...few more days then im officially here in Singapore for 2 years! it feels lk as if ages im here aint it? but somehow i do feel a lot of things juz happened ytd..
lots of ppl r leaving.. in n out, we do change somehow~

got emo quite some while, got lost quite some while, spurge a lot for awhile...........n,ytd, went back to office to review on my record n so.......
for now, suddenly feel like, i kinda need to be n act like an adult dont i?
cant be like last time, keep thinking of escaping from whatever im doing, just because i dont like it..
starts to know what i really like, starts to learn n still learning, how to enjoy things tat i do enjoy~
of course,im sure everyone out there do the same as well.. quite glad that ppl i know, ppl i care of, r doing pretty well =)

dunno why, for now, the only thing im sure of is that, MUSIC!~ teehee!
probably im really those kind of ppl where i just wanna hide in a place where ther's no competition, no acting, lying n stuff in the society......only, plainly, enjoying urself inside the world of music ha!~ =)

soO...jeng jeng*
got my piano in the yr of 2011, Feb, sth im quite happy of~

finish my G3 in Sept, (Merit)

Done my theory of G5 in Oct (Distinction)


 &&&& finish G5 prac this yr in Feb...(Distinction)


of course,a lot of times, i would think, who am i,to start at this age, n what i have to compete with those that start from young right? 
but, simple advice from Shuang here, it's always better late than never!!~
it will never be too late....n,rmb to do things for urself! not for how ppl would see u n judge u~ cuz, in the end of the day, u r the one who would judge n gv urself the score of ur OWN life =P
so, it took me exactly one year's time, to get a G5, with distiction...kekeke! sth im quite proud of >.=
n erm......spent 2 yrs, loiterring around, from place to place around the world.......
sometimes, i don't really know, what will be the next?!

BUT, for now wat i know is, im taking time off .. no more exams!~
though, it wasnt decide by me...really wanted another exam,but not encouraged by my teacher, soO~~~
for now, what i need to do is juz be Patient! hope our souls could find peace =)
find myself super lazy lately..everything kinda juz slowed down...zzZZZ~
is that what they call, settle down? ><
settle down lone-some is not that awesome aint it? hax!
if u're wondering y.......ern, probably im waiting for someone like 'you'
who's the 'you'?!
my dad =)
cause, his love is unconditional~ for a very long time, i think my mum's the luckiest lady ever to have the chance to be married to a man like my daddy~ 
if u can hear me dad, i do miss u, a lot! n,yea...i'll be here patiently waiting for someone like u to appear in my life... (still) =PPPP

a lot of times, we face difficulties, n we feel like that's the worst that it can go....but~ please do remember, u can still wake up each days, hv ur feet stand still on ground, freshen up,start a brand new day..
u can still open up ur eyes, to watch how pretty the world is, each days!
almost had my tears down the other day on the way back in the bus ride, knowing one of the person i worked with, had someone close to him that, passed away..it could be unbearable....n that always has been my fear...
sometimes, it's not that we don wanna stay near to ppl we love..but life leave us no choice...
all i can pray for is... ppl i do love, to know how to tk care of themselves, n to know i really do hope, i could always be with them..

Hope my post finds all of u well here!~


Peace VV  wink*


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