Monday, December 28, 2009

BAD

drank some coffee at R2, n it worked on shuang ytd night! only get to fal asleep around 2 after some time struggling on bed..
woke up at 4 cuz cant bare to continue to sleep due to that stupid nightmares... sobs~
roommate isnt here, n that's a dream which continues the previous one few days ago..can't really recall when is it..but it just make things so REAL!
very damn scary..
keep having dreams that continue each n every part most of the time..what does that means?
sigh~ can go for nobody anymore as i hv nightmares...sad~
think the very last time i had one bad nightmares was in the past few months~in feb i guess~
since then im doing just fine....tonight just AIN'T a good night...
but i shall feel happy though~cause i did had nightmares very frequent previously, it's almost like once in a week interval~now that i only get one after so many months, means it should be of something normal to happen? hmm~~
having few important lectures tmr..n im basically still very sleepy..sigh~~
is this kinda like a symptoms for stress?
gosh~if that's so, it's going to torture me until end of Jan....
until then, i might already bcum a panda..!

dunno what to do to calm myself down n get bac to sleep...
the images just flash in as i close my eyes..
that's it tat i can tel...
sadly....
everyone's sleeping soundly...
guess wil get bac to sleep soon too~

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