母爱

went bac hometown, meet mum, talked a lot with her..n it wasnt enough!!
wish that i can alwez be by her side..
hope she could be independent n be happy all the time~
she admitted it could be lonely at times...sigh~guess it's just like me, but, what can i do???
motherly love, affection and cares will never ends.. went bac, n for every little things that she did, showed she cares n love me very much..im such a bad daughter!!
felt tat deeply recently..no doubt im touched!!
ma mum, apparently is weak, was well pampered, was very damn lucky..but things changed, n she need to stand up n be very independent
ther would b nobody else to lean or rely on, n we as her children can never do a good job in mending her heart....only one that could help up was herself..tats y im strict, fierce sometim, n alwez did taught her same false theories to make sure she knows how to make herself happy..
hope she wil b doin well all the time, n be tough~just like what im trying to do..
anyhow...she definitely knows to shop A LOT ok??LOL~kinda feel lk mother lk daughter..*so cant blame me if u seeing me buying things don worth the price* ma mum is definitely a much more big spender~im nothin compared to her..kekeke!

may she alwez live well n be happy n healthy...
LOVE her!!n not to forget...love my family members too~ =)

of course, i went bac except to make sure she's doin fine, i was ther to let grandma know im doing fine, n to be at penang to remind me of who i am plus to attend cousin's wedding..
wedding went wel~n my little handsome jia wei grown up lu~3 yrs old now..n he likes me~hahahax....he's cute n smart!!he owns a family which i desire, hope i wil one like that too in my future =)
apart from being happy, heart aches a little seeing wei alone...havin a bro to paz away that young, must b very tough~ its obvious his father is tryin to do what he can to make him feel better...anyhow, i guess nobody would like to mention, but he alwez stays in our heart..

din attend any lec today..was damn tired!
bac in hectic life...gotta finish my reports as soon as possible lur!
aZa aZA!!