You belong with me!

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

BAD

drank some coffee at R2, n it worked on shuang ytd night! only get to fal asleep around 2 after some time struggling on bed..
woke up at 4 cuz cant bare to continue to sleep due to that stupid nightmares... sobs~
roommate isnt here, n that's a dream which continues the previous one few days ago..can't really recall when is it..but it just make things so REAL!
very damn scary..
keep having dreams that continue each n every part most of the time..what does that means?
sigh~ can go for nobody anymore as i hv nightmares...sad~
think the very last time i had one bad nightmares was in the past few months~in feb i guess~
since then im doing just fine....tonight just AIN'T a good night...
but i shall feel happy though~cause i did had nightmares very frequent previously, it's almost like once in a week interval~now that i only get one after so many months, means it should be of something normal to happen? hmm~~
having few important lectures tmr..n im basically still very sleepy..sigh~~
is this kinda like a symptoms for stress?
gosh~if that's so, it's going to torture me until end of Jan....
until then, i might already bcum a panda..!

dunno what to do to calm myself down n get bac to sleep...
the images just flash in as i close my eyes..
that's it tat i can tel...
sadly....
everyone's sleeping soundly...
guess wil get bac to sleep soon too~

The "kEy"

now that i know who's holding the key...n that it wont work,
have my fingers cross, so that i wont repeat the same mistakes i did previously to others..
have them cross again..hopefully i wont lead myself to situation wher i cant get to choose n make wrong decision again..
have them cross again...for not letting me to b forced to decide lk how it was again..
an answer should be enough i guess =) though it make drives me crazy at times..hahax~

about two weeks left b4 exam...kinda scary~
mum dont let me to go for intern though i felt lk having them badly, sigh..
but, if that's how she wants, im fine with that....
got her msg telling me so, i was like..hmm,ok,nvm then...
still, dunno what to do or wher to go after Jan~which ther will be a three months holiday for internships..
but im sure the idea will come as the time has come...i will know what to do by then..
LOL..first time i never fight and strive for what i wan n wat i think is right..
darn....bad news is, i don feel like having the energy to get what i wan anymore, just let things be...most of them r not under my control..
good news, very peaceful me nowadays, n obedient too!
basically is that good??no idea...

Crazier~

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier~

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier


=)

母爱

went bac hometown, meet mum, talked a lot with her..n it wasnt enough!!
wish that i can alwez be by her side..
hope she could be independent n be happy all the time~
she admitted it could be lonely at times...sigh~guess it's just like me, but, what can i do???
motherly love, affection and cares will never ends.. went bac, n for every little things that she did, showed she cares n love me very much..im such a bad daughter!!
felt tat deeply recently..no doubt im touched!!
ma mum, apparently is weak, was well pampered, was very damn lucky..but things changed, n she need to stand up n be very independent
ther would b nobody else to lean or rely on, n we as her children can never do a good job in mending her heart....only one that could help up was herself..tats y im strict, fierce sometim, n alwez did taught her same false theories to make sure she knows how to make herself happy..
hope she wil b doin well all the time, n be tough~just like what im trying to do..
anyhow...she definitely knows to shop A LOT ok??LOL~kinda feel lk mother lk daughter..*so cant blame me if u seeing me buying things don worth the price* ma mum is definitely a much more big spender~im nothin compared to her..kekeke!

may she alwez live well n be happy n healthy...
LOVE her!!n not to forget...love my family members too~ =)

of course, i went bac except to make sure she's doin fine, i was ther to let grandma know im doing fine, n to be at penang to remind me of who i am plus to attend cousin's wedding..
wedding went wel~n my little handsome jia wei grown up lu~3 yrs old now..n he likes me~hahahax....he's cute n smart!!he owns a family which i desire, hope i wil one like that too in my future =)
apart from being happy, heart aches a little seeing wei alone...havin a bro to paz away that young, must b very tough~ its obvious his father is tryin to do what he can to make him feel better...anyhow, i guess nobody would like to mention, but he alwez stays in our heart..

din attend any lec today..was damn tired!
bac in hectic life...gotta finish my reports as soon as possible lur!
aZa aZA!!