bOrEd~~

wat a public holiday......
did some spring clean, done one report, watched gossip girls~then, refuse to do anything else..im slow..!!!
yet, too bored!!
finally willing to start off violin lesson on my own~
though don really know how to hv the exact posture,etc,but manage to play twinkle little stars n jingle bell now...muahahah!
anyhow, stil need someone to guide me..
dr wong said ther's no sharp n flat for violin..but y i saw ther is sharp in the score??how how?anyone?

n erm...housemate don let me watch pps.. T.T
the one n only entertainment that i hv...sobs~
so bored..!yet, so slow in doing the things tat i shall do~
thought of preparing for presentation in the intervals when im tired of report cuz it might wont be that heavy..
but i was totally wrong...reading the journals kept my heart beat increase~!
hv to read 3,4 times to catch the meaning....
=(((((((((
wonder how others go through their days n time...


keep it up!!

LOL~~bloggy is back!

feel so lonely here without readers..hahax~kinda stop ppl from viewing wat i wrote for some while..
cuz did realize ther wil alwez b third party or ppl judging wat i wrote~~n its kinda scary though..
anyhow..since im fine now,guess i can afford it =)

went dinner wit sis ytd...
think pic could express better~~

~sui mui~

me~unwilling to look at the camera cuz i know i aint pretty~~

bought violin dy..but never really started the class after i've registered...
alwez cant decide well when wanna get something to be done huh..
but guess i hv my own point too..m2u isnt really the place wher i can learn much i guess...kinda disappoint me wit the guitar lesson dy,y should i go for another one?
anyhow,i wil find my way...

n yea, i started to let the book to tel me some stories again~
hmm..~~and it's entitled "Anyway"

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tmr.
Do good anyway.

The biggest ppl with biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest ppl with smallest minds.
Think big anyway.

Ppl favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
Fight for some underdogs anyway.

What u spent yrs building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.

Give the world the best u hv and u'll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway!

if u hv faith as a mustard seed, u will say to this mountain,'move from here to there',
and it will move;
and nth will be impossible to u!!*though im not really christian*

get it??

nah~its okay... =)

HaiHHH....

d day..............
class end at 12 today..should hv spend some tim to do some reports n prepare for presentation but,went to sing k..n met my sis after tat..n i juz got bac home..
sigh~its been lk few days dy since i last touch anything related to my studies..
went movie,hang up wit sue,helped to do advertisement for fren,etc..
more emo is tat,i've gotta change the status in fb,n as i thought, ppl are going to comment a lot!!!!!
n tmr,there wil be ppl to observe each n every of my action,whether i look sad, whether im emo, whether i look tired,etc....sien~*or perhaps i think too much*
but ever since i change it,ppl start calling,start asking..........
can i just,don wanna talk about it?
im tired d too actually...


tmr is his bday lur...wish him to hv a very good bday~
n hopefully his fren is treatin him wel too =)
my bad...not to be able to be ther for him anymore...

goin to bed soon~not plannin to do any of my reports n assignments yet..

TIRED!

back to the starting point....

after all the opinions from ppl around,n after some while spending some tim to think bout it..here's my decision...to bac to the starting point...

met up sue n she staying in my condo on sat~
feel so comfortable juz being able to talk to her..
n she actually gave me some tips on how to face the 'stress' that is kinda not necessarily to happen in me in my group..
kinda relief though...
true also,i don really hv to care so much,i am who i am..
n wat i need to do is to be myself~
just need to do wat i feel is correct right?
i love last min work...*trying to work on it*
im typical in my work b4 hand it in...*just accept the fact*


going to help a fren from arts skol in completing their assignment..
second time helpin ppl from other skol..
some how,feel their life is a lot happier than CB..LOL~


keep going on...!

Tiring week

Finally, the most stressful week for me until now since the sem begins have comes to an end...
sleepless nights, stressful, blur~all happen in the week..
yet, i din do well in many reports n assignments...
the feeling was actually kinda weird too~
its the very first time shuang gets serious in her studies..normally, i would work most of the time, have fun, hang out for the days and study only was likely to be a minor little things tat i wil do few days before exam..
i hv to say, the lecturers change my thoughts n behavior...plus, my result for last sem kinda motivate me too..lecturers are really great though, they guide me,talk to me n listen to me..love them!
sigh...din hang out for like one month dy...which actually never happen to shuang before...i wanna go sing k, watch movies, meet up wit frenz, chit chat, etc neh...but the thoughts were being suppress....wanna try to hv a semester where i really put in my effort n wait for the outcome..
oh yea, a lot of ppl askin me whether going to work for pc fair next month..think i wont go i guess...sad~cant join them n work together lu,ppl, jia you in hitting the targets given yea!n i will continue work harder on the things i should do..
miss my friends!cant hang out much wit them nowadays...hope u guys doing well

going to sleep very soon~nite nite =)