Monday, November 7, 2011

Aims..

So guess what...i hv been hybernating for two days in the hotel room,not going anywher when initially i planned for going Austria...
Think its juz the fact tat i don feel lk exploring the city alone,dont lk to b alone lately =) which is y,i was a bit upset leaving sg bfore coming...hv got two more days here,can i go back juz yet??
It's one of those days,when u r down,u hv a bad dream...a really bad one i mean,probably slept too much,hax!!
So yea,i went dumb for a lil while after being awake..
then as usual,ther goes a story telling coincidentally,when i needed them,great advise.. alwez ther to encourage me..brought me up to who i am today i shall say =)))

So yea,y whine about not having a home,y lost faith..
i could build one on my own,i could make them happen....
should stop thinking bout WHAT IF~
life is too short for that aint it?
So....probably its a good timing to get a house in kl...yup,decided to reside in kl,not the lovely pg...for my mum =)
n yea,seriously, i need to get to the classes...pick up some dancing,yoga mayb..

Skip my BMW museum today,which may b a good lost...but nvm,wil go another trip then...

still dunno wat to do bout future...but who cares~~im a girl who alwez do juz watever for wat it takes when i want them to b true,right??
Felt good now... n its Xmas soon my dear,can u feel it??
Cant wait!!!thanks for the good energy =) life is always good when u r around~

N,he mentioned sth lk, dont b sad for those tat hv betrayed u,hv walked away from ur life,for they didnt set u bac,they set u up...for the person u r today..cuz if they dont do so,u would probably not s successful s wat u r now..
so,if u r missing someone,if u r wondering y....tats y =)
B happy always! For anything tat comes in the future..!

There r still a lot of ambiguity seriously..lk,when shall i stop this 'holiday',when do i wanna get bac to study n live a normal life,n receive the happiness that every regular person gets..
i might not go bac to study d i guess...we study for getting to do wat u r good at,what u enjoy doing,get financially independent dont we??i guess i am able to do tat so far...so,i'll skip tat for now..stop stressing myself out of nothing here d..we alwez hv the ans of wat to do n when to do them most of the tim..but we juz lk to keep thinking n keep asking HOW,dont we =p
I can b very particular bout certain things, but im a very contented person i shall say ^^

Gambate lar~~b prepared for tmr,but not to worry bout tmr =)

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