Wats with being RUDE?

guess what?! it's 4 am now..finished work n reached bac hours ago....feel lk posting sth bout what i've encountered today...
just really feel lk writing them down....for some day in the future, it reminds me every time of the moment, please dont turn into a person like THAT!

so yea, met him, the first thing he came to me, was asking for a form, in english version..it was written n filled in malay, so i double confirmed, u needed a eng one? so yea, he said yes..n when i get back n hand to him,he made a hand gesture n said,i dont need them..could u keep this for me?
so im lk, fine..took the thing n go off (politely).. which normally ppl would ask for 'sth' to b able to recognize it belongs to him..but i didnt cuz im having time constraint n i could rmb n recognize things..then he asked me, so u need that 'sth' or not....i smiled n said,no thanks, i will b able to recognize this..n he challenge me by asking me muz return to him as in HIM..
at that particular moment,it gets into my heart right away that this person is not easy~~n that only took us few sentences of talking, one or two body language..

n...i was right, because after which, he gave me a lot of problems..(which,couldnt really tell in details)
so,when i hv time to sit down n rethink...if u hv filled up the form,y ask for another copy in eng...if u were to know we alwez need that 'sth',y cant u juz hand in tgt with ur stuff?

if u were to ask me hv i gain sth so far out of the career?? i would say yea,money for sure....but money cant buy everything..
it's the lots of lots of lessons, taught by diff people, diff stages of ppl of all walks in life..
it made me a better person to who i am today...for i really came down to appreciate a lot of things..from me myself,to my family,even to a stranger tat is talking to me in no wher~n probably, being more sensitive to ppl nowadays..it's like,i can just tell..

sometimes,i dont get it,
does it mean that when u r paying for sth, u get to say everything? u get to have everything in the world that u could possibly think of from ur mind?that the time is all urs?
we used to know that ppl of higher level in the society r very easy going..communicating with them is never a prob,it's the middle range one, the one that earn well but not enough r the fussy once..
n one of the reason they used to tell me is that, those very wealthy once hv too much of prob in life that they wouldnt trouble themselves for tiny little prob that u gv them..
to me,it's not......i think it's their easy going attitude r the one that lead them to b how successful they r today..of their ability to handle stress that make them who they r today..
in n out every day, i've met ppl who impressed me, very much impressed....
but, still, ther r tons of ppl whom i juz dont get why.....it's lk,they just dont get it!~n,im guessing they wil never get it..

nonetheless, ppl.... i would juz lk to remind u,of who u r today, of wher u r standing today, be sincere to urself in the future u....also, be respectful to others..u will b pleased to know how far it could lead u..really~~
ther's no point to be particular n all stress out n mean...cuz at some point, u will only be standing n stepping on the same stage,couldnt go any further...cuz that's when u hv reach ur limits..n nobody would remind u of ur situation....bcuz u hv got no one else dare to be sincere to u in some ways~

too many too many ppl....too many things that we r handling every day..but to me, ther's only a very fine line between yes n no, in or out, right or wrong..
sometimes, ther is really nothing that state what is black or white..it's juz how u handle things n how u make ppl feel~~
do u think that all the very good decision makers r really that smart that they could differentiate n analyze things well every single day?? i personally dont think so...
be good to ppl, have a positive attitude..most of the time,it helps....to me,thats when the thing called 'luck' came~

talking bout ppl,
i really dont wanna categorize ppl by their countries or skin color...but i would lk to say, certain ppl r very outspoken, some VERY positive, some VERY negative, some very easy going..
i would just lk to talk about malaysians...we r very easy going ppl~ it's lk when ppl cut ur queue, when ppl mistreat u...we normally would just accept it..BUT complaining bhind the back..
it shows, in our politics..... because no matter how bad it is...we will still take it..
i dont wanna see my country falls apart..i stil have faith that we hv got very talented ppl in the country
how i wish someday,things would change.....
WILL WE CHANGE???