Dear diary..something good & bad happened ytd..
din posted ytd cuz im still not in the position to judge or decide..not even now..
did i ever comment on human beings..when u see something u wan it badly,n when it's right in front of u awaiting u to accept, then wil start to think whether it's good for ur own?
n gosh...im lk tat right now......juz feel lk screaming out loud ytd,yet, cant spread the news around cuz i really dunno wat im goin to decide...SERIOUSLY!
i know it's something that i hv dream about for so long..i know too many gals wanted it badly yet i got it in just first attempt......n i stil don und y...why????arent they suppose to reject me n say i could improve on tis n tat then come bac later?ish..........
from 930am to 7pm's interview..it's a bit crazy though..n when im in,stages by stages,i got so excited to know what's next..
n when i really got it...im lk,oh shit...am i dreaming now........
AIKS~~~~~~
seriously now with anyone's advice also kinda bother me a little..cuz in the end of the day,it's stil my own life..
is this really good enough for myself? am i really that meant to be??
n stupid,im tied up by so many contracts on hand.....wat's the consequences by then.. =(
going to college for more advice tmr.....
Shuang's seriously in fear n LOST!
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