Genting genting~

hm.... what to say~ i'm back from genting today..
yaya, 7 days' work became a one nite stay's trip.. lalala~ what a joke!
i know i know.. to ran away was not so appropriate, bit irresponsible..
i know too, boss actually recognized me, many of the managers know me~~ by doing so, i wil get blacklisted by TANGs forever.. T.T

it's been very long while since i acted so irresponsible dy.. i tried..
the night b4 going to genting, cant fall asleep! slept at 3, woke at 6.. whole journey in the car was torturing.. by the time i reach, strong nausea..!
they din arrange everything well for us either.. i gotta put my luggage in guys' room n head to GLCC to start work..
work was relaxing.. im in a counter with a seat, as customer service , in charge of dip n win thingy..

then fine, everything went well... from 11am starts work til 12am~ which is still fine..
15 minutes bac to our hostel on foot, still fine.. but, i still din get my room's key!
temporary stay with the guys.. luckily clement was ther..
walk up n down waiting for my roommie to come..
the apartment was creepy!!!
after two hours, which is 2am, she finally reached!
mine was separated with the guys, but im the only chinese and some rooms were occupied by unknowns which supposingly by workers of TANGs..
and of course, the facilities, bed all i dont hv to further describe d.. at that time, strong urge that i wanna head back to my home.. but it's late at night.. n i was too tired.. 'luckily' i was tired~ else, i would hv some creepy nightmares which i alwez hated to hv..

the next morning, still in dilemma whether to continue or to leave.. then, clement told one of the part timers ad gone! at that time, i realized i shouldnt be guilty of leaving.. even a guy also cant stand the condition, why should i pretend to b tough n continue?
but we did told the person in charge n explain clearly b4 we leave.. it's not totally that irresponsible right?

anyhow.. the first day itself, i spent a lot~ still happy that i finally found the book i wanna buy by Robert.. muahaha!~

had lunch with clement n the other guy (which i dunno his name) juz b4 we left..
then.. clement told me things that i din realized ytd night..
what i was afraid of was just those 'things' to appear that night right.. he just made me realized HUMANS are the one i should b aware of..
the apartment was full wit diff types of odd ppl..
when we went up in lift, ther was this one guy passing towel from 7th floor to a person in lift (chinese), then another malay with an indian gal were with him.. they head to 21th floor, n that guy told him, 7th floor is the office~ when he said that, i thought, ok, they hv a office.. n that's it..
THAT'S PROSTITUTION man!! why i just din know that? still blur blur.. ishh!
he also noticed ther's one guy havin affair with two gals, as he saw that guy been with two diff gal that nite..
ther were also ppl who got drunk in a gang, gangsters, etc, etc..
we were up n down for 2 hours.. that's wat he saw, n i know nothing.. which may or may not be good.. if i knew, perhaps i wont have the courage to stay overnight d..
was lucky that he was around anyhow..

Conclusion : girls still hv to stick in a group right? there're so many things that i could never able to do alone..

job that had been lookin forward, turns out to b something despairing.. aiks~ what can i say? feel so sorry to that gal in HR.. but i think she will und.. hopes she will~

3 months intern was suppose to be the time i enjoy working, find out my interest, bla bla..
how can it be this way? instead of finding things that would delights me, in juz a week, i encounter lots of dark side of the society..

when i was a kid, innocent kind of girl, to face the society by starting to work at the age of 15, i used to ask, why is it human has to be so complicated, why is it we like to compete with each other, do bad to each other, hurt each other, when we can spread the love, be like a 'human'..

now, when im bout to be 21 (ishh!! ad turn old =.="), i still can't find the ans...
mayb it's lk any other said, this is what known as NATURAL..

im not very emo now la... =) don't worry.. aint that weak~~
ad kinda got used to it..
clement said i should be happy.. at least, i know a lot more than others who never encounter things lk i did..
should i?? there are actually things that i rather not know..
but at least, i think they made me appreciate things that i have now, more than i used to be...


LiFe stILL gOeS oN!~~

PC fair soon...ppl used to ask me, why don't u be the model, earn a lot more, and can wear nice, look nice, u got what it takes to b, etc..
guess now u could know my ans d?
to hv brains, persuade customers to buy stuf from me is a lot more satisfying than to have thousands of ham sap eyes looking at me~~
to have ppl telling me im good in talking would be the thing i wil b happy to hear than to hv ppl saying im beautiful.... am i weird? i mean, gals should alwez please to hv ppl praising them leng~
still not sure which job i shall go for afterwards... i got tired d?? hmm...