Monday, March 29, 2010

MONDAY

okay guys.....so,here i am, to finally admit and tel out what actually happened to me lately which caught me to be so emo..

it's the day, 27th of March, the Sat that i mentioned im going to try up something i yearn for so many yrs....it's actually an interview by Spore Airlines..
i never ever really dare to spread the news around that im going..not trying to brag here,but i seriously just having a thought of going to gain experience in interviewing..
the strongest urge to be an air stewardesses was actually in my secondary school's year,think was in form 4 or 5~ a girl, Shafinaz knew i had the same aim with her..she came to me n asked to join her try it up..
honestly, i never really think im ready for that at the moment,so i rejected~ cuz,come on, i'm still 17 years old tat time..my educational level juz spm..i definitely wont be satisfied with that..
but then again, she made it..n she's now a cabin crew for Kuwait Airlines..went to lots of places already too~

and hence, life goes on and on....til i finished my diploma year in Tarc with internal scholarships...and what i know at that moment was to get another scholarships to pursue further..so i got it, Star Education Fund..then i told my mum,yes, save some money again, so why not cont..its not tat im bad in academic performance..

until then.........3 months of internships..caught me~~i din join the intern cuz it's not something that shuang likes to do..i wil get very damn bored with them probably after a month.
so i went on to b freelance...
having thought i could enjoy working play around with my skills and improve further..

tis particular guy, JH came to me n told me his fren made her dream came true to join SIA, she tried lk 3 times.. mayb u should just go and gain some experience..not only him, Shenny (a girl i knw in MIFF) told me so too..so, im lk, y not?
i thought it's going to be fast as i wil be eliminated fast,probably first few stages..thinking,i stil could make it to work for Avira that day~

but hell no, i got in stage by stage, things getting to be quite nervous as it was lk first round, 6 out of 10 were eliminated..n those r really wel verse in talkin, pretty or handsome type of ppl..n ern, the elimination process is more or less lk american next top model.. >.< they wil say..the name tat i cal, plz follow me, the rest tat i don, plz try again next time......LOL~

there were lk 3 main stages, which contains lots of other minor stages inside..one by one im through..just, never expect i wil be through till they say im selected out of that thousands of candidates...
n now..what should i do then?i loan from Tarc,i receive scholarships award from Star, i will be graduating soon...why am i so not patient to follow the way my plans work?
i told mum...just kill me then..im pretty scared right now~

just lk any other mentioned..this is going to be a life changing experience..
n..it's really aint easy to gone so far..i mean, there were really loads of them who tried again and again hoping that they could get in...

yes, im emo! =( din went for college today..dunno how to start my conversation with adviser....

it's just a day for me to rest well n face it tmr then...

by the way~finished job in lowyat d~got quite some offer afterwards too..but guess everything should stop,to have me figuring what i should do then...
Shenny was right though...as long as i make a decision that i wont be regret of..no turning back..i cant look bac either~

anyways..happy to know lots of good n pretty gals by working for Avira too~n those staf in Evernew...they're having some very positive spirits that i can see =)
big round of applause to all of us~!going to miss u guys....



bunch of good frenz~especially ah Ying~born in same yr,month n date wit me..she owns good personality~ =)


that's Aurora~



the robot..who sexually offense all of the girls..ended up gotta apologize to all of us..pity for him too~





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