emo day...

went for another job interview today..
the event this time, DSA(Defense Services Asia)...at first i thought, wau~tats just great!
ther wil be 700 defences and security companies, ministry, armies, VIPs, VVIPs from all around Asia to come over...n im IN..! he say, u're inexperience, but full of potential.. bla bla bla.. said ther wil b 200 employees, separated with 3 groups, one at counter, one ushering, another one stays close to the VIPs, greet them in the lobby of their hotel, send them to the venue, from booth to booth, hall to hall, catch the time frame, liase with the officers, then send them back to the hotel~

at first i thought, nah, it will just be another job, not my prob at all..
but.. he told me ther's a remark made on my application.. n they wished to make me the semi model.. hmm.. that's the last thing i wish to hear....but expected,cuz he explained more on the laz category when we talked.. still, it seems exciting isnt it?? i mean u can see from TV also, those gal that lead those VIPs from places to places, make sure everything being well organised,etc..*pretty, elegant, n doing a very simple job* thats wat i thought~the hardest part would just b makin sure everythin follow on schedule, i know wher n when to lead them to...

then ther goes a big BOOM!~
he say, u know, as taking this job, u gotta tk care of ur own self, wanna hv fun with those famous kind of ppl also, know ur own limit.....then i goes, ok, he's bout to say somethin bad.....
but i din expect at the end of our conversation, he said, every yr, ther were gals ended up naked on the bed the next morning, can't be able to come for work... duh~~~~~ what the heck man...

seriously totally lost my appetite for the day.... IM SICK!
sick to know that the reality is, ppl who're rich, powerful, strong, could alwez tk ppl tat r weak, poor background, esp gals for granted? what is tat?? n u ever seen news showing tis kind of things b4? NO... what would they do? just cover up the bad n ugly side of everything.. come on..! it happens every yr man!! but they r ministry, they could do anything they wan..

so basically i can say, this exhibition is for those INHUMAN to seek for their preys each yr?? argh!

i heard that enough though... just never expect it would came that close to me that im about to face it!!

so what wil b my ans?yes or no??
figured out for some time... i would just reject then..
BIG thanks to those that gv me advice repeatedly (except for clement who told me it was a big opportunity) LOL~
anyhow, my heart was a bit uneasy at the first place too..n i was honest with him that i don think i wan it n to risk myself tat way..he convinced me by sayin ful model got 1.5k per day..u as a semi, wont be any less...
its 8 days...i could hv earn big by then.. some more, i could get the ans of, am i really able to handle tis kind of situation too..

BUT... no more but.. im just goin to reject...
disappointed also.. i mean, that's not fair for a gal lk me to gv up getting involve in an event simply bcuz im afraid of those jerks! how had the world be? how could it be that way....
hmm...iF I WeRE A MaN~

let see...... ppl lk this

THIS~
or THESE,

would rape a girl???
i mean PLEASE... tat's disgusting!!

i alwez thought it should be fine cause when u wanna succeed in doing something, ther wil alwez be risks.. it just depends on how much of the pros n cons that u gotta figure out how n what to do... so, my conclusion, it wont be worth it to risk n might get raped by those dirty kinda creature. which might then cause myself to hv STD,etc...

tel me i made the right choice plz....!

next on, going to work in GENTING lur... of course, going to stay at the apartment they provide..im the only part tim gal~ but im sure i wil b safe~ clement wil b ther, it's under a company i worked b4, good boss, n ppl thet r 'normal'


Genting warehouse sales~

Brands Offered

Guess

Samsonite

Voir

Sodas

Novelle

Jean Perry

Disney

Polo

Charles Jordan

Daniel Hechter

Smalto

Obermain

B.U.M. Equipment

Camel Active

Sacha

Sorella

Elianto

Wacoal

Beverly Hills Polo Club

Time : 11am – 12am

Location

Genting International Convention Centre

Hall 5-7

Genting Highlands

69000 Pahang Darul Makmur

Malaysia

next next stop, would be Penang... yes, back to hometown again~
just for fun.. goin to work for 3 days ther..just for sick of working.. LOL~ cuz minus transportation n everythin, not much left...

okay.. i let some opportunity slips thru my fingers today..
emo day.. but going to be better~

watched Alice in the wonderland d~
n, Up in the air,
n, NINE,
Night in the museum II,
what meatballs kinda anime,
er....cant recall d..lots of it~~

tmr shopping again..dont wanna stay home alone~

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